I let out a blood curdling scream, it was dark and I was trapped somewhere. I could feel the pain surging up my spinal cord and spreading through my body. I was screaming for help, but nobody heard me. Then I saw a light…
“Marilyn!!!” I heard the familiar scream “Holy shit.” Then I slipped into some sort of deep sleep.
I heard a different voice. “Marilyn?” it was my dad. I snapped open my eyes. I stared up at the white sealing panicking as the florescent light stung my eyes. “Where am I?” I screamed.“Shhh, you’re with Dad now.” My dad soothed. “What’s wrong?” I cried. “You were in a car accident; you rolled your car into a ditch.” My dad frowned as he placed his hand on my shoulder.
My second time being close to death, wonderful I thought sarcastically. This time, I didn’t mean to end up here. The first time I tried to kill myself after my mother died. This time it was purely by mistake. “You were speeding and rolled off a hill.” My dad worried “You’re lucky you are alive.” I tried to remember why I was speeding; I’ve never done that before. Then it all hit me. I remembered why.
It was my boyfriend Chad’s birthday, and I had planned on surprising him. But when I arrived at his house, I got a surprise of my own. Chad and the slut from my school that bullied me were sucking face in his convertible. As soon as I saw I let out a scream. Chad glanced up at the window and put his pants back on.
I made a run for my car, tears streaming down my pale pink cheeks, but he grabbed me. “It’s not what it looks like!” He pleaded. “Then what is it?” I screamed. “I’m sorry babe, I’m sorry.” He tried to hug me. “Get off of me fucktard!” I said pushing him away. “I can’t believe you!”
I ran to my car and speeded away, I didn’t look back. All I did was put my foot to the gas pedal.
“Dad” I sniffed “Do you know why I sped?” “Chad was the one who found you. He explained what he did wrong… I’m sorry that happened to you.” My dad frowned giving me a hug “Promise you’ll be okay. Don’t hurt yourself.” “I’ll be fine dad.” I smile “I promise.”
Boy, am I sure glad I’m moving cities. I smirked. I found it funny that at times like these I could smile and joke about things. I tell myself that life will get better; maybe when I move to Belleville, things will get easier… I drifted off into a deep sleep.
A knock on the door startled me. “You have a visitor.” Called a pale blond nurse by the name of Sarah. I was expecting to see my dad or one of my so called ‘friends’. I saw Chad. “Hi.” He smiled as he walked towards my bed. “Go.” I said my voice growing louder. “I don’t want to see you.” “But I—“I cut him off “No!” I frowned “Go.” He turned around and sadly walked through the door and closed it quietly behind him.

Notes

Hi,
I know this chapter is a little short. ;-; I'm sorry. I wrote this story while being seriously sick, so there was ALOT to fix lol. I'm recovering now, so expect to see more chapter for this and my other fan fictions!
The Chapter Title is from: I Don't Love You by MCR.
The Title is from Helena by MCR