The Only Hope For Me is You
Give 'Em Hell, Kid
Franks POV
“I'm Gerard” I looked back up at the man... Err.. Gerard. To see he had the most adorable smile on his face. I couldn't help but stare at him again for a bit.
“F-F-Frank” I managed to pull my name from my throat, well drag it from the depths of my dark saddened heart and throw it at Gerard with a stupid stutter.
“Nice to meet you... Frankie” Did he just call me Frankie?
“Frankie?” I question his choice of nickname.
“Err... Yeah... Frankie... Sorry. I f you don't like it, I'll just call you Frank” Opps. I didn't mean to make him feel awkward for calling me Frankie. I like it anyway.
“No. Call me Frankie. It's fine” I smile to reassure him that it is really fine to call me Frankie. “It's just no one has never given me a nickname before.”
“Really?” He cocks an eyebrow “None of your friends given you a nickname before? Well that's no fun.” He let out a small laugh.
“Actually, I don't have any friends really...” Gerard stopped smiling.
“Oh. Well that's definitely no fun.” He gives me a sympathetic smile. “I'm sure you have at least one friend.”
“Nope. I don't really like attention... Or talking to people... Or people in general...” I sigh thinking about the real reason.
“That can't be it. I don't really like people, but I still have friends.” I guess he can tell there's a different reason.
“Well i'm a loser.” I pause for a moment before carrying on. “I'm a fuck up, I'm stupid and i'm a...” I pause again thinking about the few words everyone always shouts when I walk down the hallways at school. “I'm a stupid emo faggot, and everyone hates me” I can feel myself about to cry again but try to hold the tears back.
“Don't say that!” Gerard leans over, wrapping his arms and I can feel the warmth of his body against my own. “Your not stupid or a fuck” He pauses for a moment “Don't believe what people call you. Emo faggot is just a stupid name that means nothing.” He releases me from his comforting hug, and I can't help but let a tear trickle down my cheek. Gerard lifts his hand towards my face and gently wipes away the tear with his thumb giving me another sympathetic smile.
“Sorry” I'm not really sure why i'm saying sorry, I think i'm mainly saying it to myself for looking like a fool in front of Gerard.
“Why are you saying sorry? There's nothing to apologize for” He giggles a bit and I can't help but let out a small giggle myself. “If anyone calls you that again, give 'em hell, kid"
“I'm Gerard” I looked back up at the man... Err.. Gerard. To see he had the most adorable smile on his face. I couldn't help but stare at him again for a bit.
“F-F-Frank” I managed to pull my name from my throat, well drag it from the depths of my dark saddened heart and throw it at Gerard with a stupid stutter.
“Nice to meet you... Frankie” Did he just call me Frankie?
“Frankie?” I question his choice of nickname.
“Err... Yeah... Frankie... Sorry. I f you don't like it, I'll just call you Frank” Opps. I didn't mean to make him feel awkward for calling me Frankie. I like it anyway.
“No. Call me Frankie. It's fine” I smile to reassure him that it is really fine to call me Frankie. “It's just no one has never given me a nickname before.”
“Really?” He cocks an eyebrow “None of your friends given you a nickname before? Well that's no fun.” He let out a small laugh.
“Actually, I don't have any friends really...” Gerard stopped smiling.
“Oh. Well that's definitely no fun.” He gives me a sympathetic smile. “I'm sure you have at least one friend.”
“Nope. I don't really like attention... Or talking to people... Or people in general...” I sigh thinking about the real reason.
“That can't be it. I don't really like people, but I still have friends.” I guess he can tell there's a different reason.
“Well i'm a loser.” I pause for a moment before carrying on. “I'm a fuck up, I'm stupid and i'm a...” I pause again thinking about the few words everyone always shouts when I walk down the hallways at school. “I'm a stupid emo faggot, and everyone hates me” I can feel myself about to cry again but try to hold the tears back.
“Don't say that!” Gerard leans over, wrapping his arms and I can feel the warmth of his body against my own. “Your not stupid or a fuck” He pauses for a moment “Don't believe what people call you. Emo faggot is just a stupid name that means nothing.” He releases me from his comforting hug, and I can't help but let a tear trickle down my cheek. Gerard lifts his hand towards my face and gently wipes away the tear with his thumb giving me another sympathetic smile.
“Sorry” I'm not really sure why i'm saying sorry, I think i'm mainly saying it to myself for looking like a fool in front of Gerard.
“Why are you saying sorry? There's nothing to apologize for” He giggles a bit and I can't help but let out a small giggle myself. “If anyone calls you that again, give 'em hell, kid"
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