All That's Left Of Yesterday
I missed your skin when you were east, you clicked your heels and wished for me
Mikey's P.O.V.
I couldn't feel much more ashamed right now. I can't stand being like this, I'm so scared of everything it's literally making me sick. Frank looks like he doesn't know what to do. And poor Gerard must think it's something he did.
I reach out for my phone to text him, not sure on what to say.
"What are you doing?" Frank asks.
"Texting Gee," I say, turning to him. I choose not to comment on the scowl that crosses his face. Jealousy? Does Frank want me all to himself? Well that's too bloody bad! Don't get me wrong, Frank's nice enough company but at times like this, a boy needs his big brother. No one knows that better than me. And besides, Gerard gives the best hugs.
'Gee, where are you? Come home. -Mikey x' I write and send it to Gerard. I feel a bit better after the text sends. I turn around and jump as I find Frank standing right behind me.
"You don't need him here. You've got me." So he was reading over my shoulder? What the fuck!? Frank's acting really weird today and I don't like it. I feel uncomfortable and before I realise tears are leaking down my face again.
"I just want my brother. I'm sorry Frankie," I whisper feeling guilty for making Frank angry.
I hear the door open and Gerard's sigh comes from the hallway. I take a step forwards to go to him but Frank holds out his hand to stop me.
Gerard stops in the doorway to the kitchen when he sees us. I want to run to him but Frank's expression says 'don't you dare.' They stare at each other for a second before Gerard walks off upstairs. Frank follows suit and goes to his room. I stand shocked for a minute. What the fuck just happened?
A creak sounds from the hall making me jump out of my skin. I know it's probably just the radiator but I still scurry upstairs to Gerard's room.
I couldn't feel much more ashamed right now. I can't stand being like this, I'm so scared of everything it's literally making me sick. Frank looks like he doesn't know what to do. And poor Gerard must think it's something he did.
I reach out for my phone to text him, not sure on what to say.
"What are you doing?" Frank asks.
"Texting Gee," I say, turning to him. I choose not to comment on the scowl that crosses his face. Jealousy? Does Frank want me all to himself? Well that's too bloody bad! Don't get me wrong, Frank's nice enough company but at times like this, a boy needs his big brother. No one knows that better than me. And besides, Gerard gives the best hugs.
'Gee, where are you? Come home. -Mikey x' I write and send it to Gerard. I feel a bit better after the text sends. I turn around and jump as I find Frank standing right behind me.
"You don't need him here. You've got me." So he was reading over my shoulder? What the fuck!? Frank's acting really weird today and I don't like it. I feel uncomfortable and before I realise tears are leaking down my face again.
"I just want my brother. I'm sorry Frankie," I whisper feeling guilty for making Frank angry.
I hear the door open and Gerard's sigh comes from the hallway. I take a step forwards to go to him but Frank holds out his hand to stop me.
Gerard stops in the doorway to the kitchen when he sees us. I want to run to him but Frank's expression says 'don't you dare.' They stare at each other for a second before Gerard walks off upstairs. Frank follows suit and goes to his room. I stand shocked for a minute. What the fuck just happened?
A creak sounds from the hall making me jump out of my skin. I know it's probably just the radiator but I still scurry upstairs to Gerard's room.
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