Avril POV: now dressed in my old, ragged, oversized t-shirt, baggy, ripped up jeans, worn out combat boots, and a large, brown, battered sack, Killjoy and I leave the safety of our only home.

the woods have always been both mine and Killjoys favourite place to be when away from "home". We sit on the rocks near the beautiful stream. Carefully I set up my small radio on the smoothest of rocks. I sigh, lay down on the ground, and hum along to the tune of "I'm not okay" by my chemical romance. That song is played frequently so I know it by heart. Shortly after "still into you" by paramore plays. I have never felt the satisfaction of falling in love sadly. And I'm 18. "I love you Killjoy." I say calmly and breath in the sweet smell of the light autumn breeze. Nothing could make today more perfect. I sit up when "animal" by neon trees comes on, and take Killjoys two front paws. So soon we are dancing wildly to the music. A perfect day. I think smiling. I don't want to go to sleep, I wish sleep was something you could just do for fun. Sadly, it's not.