My Burning Romance
Hold On
It's been a little over a week now and still no sign of Frank anywhere. I'm starting to worry something bad has happened. I don't know his phone number, only where he lives. Should I just show up at his house? Would that be creepy? Screw it after school today I'm going to his house. I'm worried for him.
Mikey, Ray, Bob, and I all sit down together at lunch. "Any sign of Frank yet?" Ray asks. "No, I have no idea what's going on! I think I'm going to go to his house after school." I say. "Good idea, I hope he's alright." says Bob. Just then a short, tiny, black haired girl comes up to our table and takes a seat beside Mikey. Me and Ray look at each other then her. "Uh, hello." Ray says. "Oh right, guys this is my new girlfriend, Alicia." Mikey says. "WOW! The two Way brothers both in relationships nice one guys!" Ray says. "Yeah, it would be nice if I knew where he was." I mumble out. "Alicia, this is Gerard, my brother, Ray, my best friend, and Bob, my other best friend." Mikey says as Alicia waves to all of us. "Nice to meet you." We all say back. Alicia is a really pretty girl, I'm not going to lie. Rock on to Mikey for getting her! "We just started dating yesterday, I asked her out after school." Mikey says. "Congrats Mikes." I say ruffling up his hair. Mikey looks so happy in his new relationship. I wish I could say the same for myself.
The bell rings and I take off out the door, not even waiting for Mikey and crew. I have to find Frank. It takes me a half an hour before I reach his house. As I walk up to his porch I glare in the window to see Frank sitting there eating popcorn while watching tv. Relief runs through my whole body "Thank GOD he's okay!" I hear myself say. I walk up to the door and ring the door bell. A few seconds later Frank opens the door. "Oh hey Gee!" he says with that very adorable smile. I'm trying to be mad and that smile is making it hard. "Hey Gee? Frank where have you BEEN!" I say irritated. His smile vanishes from his face. "I-um-I've been at-at home." I could tell he was lying to me. I make my way inside the house and Frank takes me into his room. "Well why haven't you been in school?! I've been worried sick!" "I- I just didn't really feel like going." he stumbles out. "Frankie...if there is anything wrong you know you can tell me!" I say about to grab his face as he quickly jolts away. As he turns his head I am horrified by what's been left on his face. His whole right side of his face is swollen black and blue. "Oh, oh my god. Frank what happened! Who did this to you?!" I say almost crying. "NO ONE! NO ONE DID THIS TO ME. I THINK YOU NEED TO LEAVE GERARD!" he screams. "I'm not moving an inch until you tell me who-" he is raising his hand at me about to wail me across the face. Before his hand makes contact with my face I notice his entire arm is sliced up. "Oh my god Fran-" *WHACK* I'm taken by surprise when his hand meets my face. "FRANKIE WHAT ARE YOU DOING STO-" *WHACK* another to my face. "I TOLD YOU TO GO!" he's screaming and there is so much hate in his eyes. This is not right, this isn't the Frank I know. I refuse to hit him back, something is wrong. I glance over Frankie's bed to his nightstand and notice 3 prescription pill bottles all 3 almost empty. "Frankie, no." I say. He's about to hit me again but I grab his arm and pin him to the bed. "Frank..." I say softly. "You need to stop this. Please, for me. Don't kill yourself. I- I love you." He finally stops trying to hit me and starts to cry. "Y-you d-don't k-know w-what it's l-like." he manages to get out. "Shhh, shh ,sh, yes, I do. When I told everyone I was gay, those few bullies that called me names, beat me up, and spit on me got to me." I say. "I used to do the same thing." I rolled up my sleeve to show him my healing scars. "I thought about killing myself for the longest time. But I couldn't do it. My baby brother meant everything to me. Without me, he probably would have done the same thing." I say quietly. I hold him in my arms and rock him stroking his hair. "O-okay Gee, I'll stop. For you." he says. "Thank you Frankie." I say kissing his forehead. "Hey Gee?" Frank asks. "Yes?" "Do you, do you really love me. Did you mean that?" he whispers. "Of course I did. I love you Frank Iero." I say giving him a smile. "I love you too Gerard Way." he says and he nuzzles up in my chest.
Mikey, Ray, Bob, and I all sit down together at lunch. "Any sign of Frank yet?" Ray asks. "No, I have no idea what's going on! I think I'm going to go to his house after school." I say. "Good idea, I hope he's alright." says Bob. Just then a short, tiny, black haired girl comes up to our table and takes a seat beside Mikey. Me and Ray look at each other then her. "Uh, hello." Ray says. "Oh right, guys this is my new girlfriend, Alicia." Mikey says. "WOW! The two Way brothers both in relationships nice one guys!" Ray says. "Yeah, it would be nice if I knew where he was." I mumble out. "Alicia, this is Gerard, my brother, Ray, my best friend, and Bob, my other best friend." Mikey says as Alicia waves to all of us. "Nice to meet you." We all say back. Alicia is a really pretty girl, I'm not going to lie. Rock on to Mikey for getting her! "We just started dating yesterday, I asked her out after school." Mikey says. "Congrats Mikes." I say ruffling up his hair. Mikey looks so happy in his new relationship. I wish I could say the same for myself.
The bell rings and I take off out the door, not even waiting for Mikey and crew. I have to find Frank. It takes me a half an hour before I reach his house. As I walk up to his porch I glare in the window to see Frank sitting there eating popcorn while watching tv. Relief runs through my whole body "Thank GOD he's okay!" I hear myself say. I walk up to the door and ring the door bell. A few seconds later Frank opens the door. "Oh hey Gee!" he says with that very adorable smile. I'm trying to be mad and that smile is making it hard. "Hey Gee? Frank where have you BEEN!" I say irritated. His smile vanishes from his face. "I-um-I've been at-at home." I could tell he was lying to me. I make my way inside the house and Frank takes me into his room. "Well why haven't you been in school?! I've been worried sick!" "I- I just didn't really feel like going." he stumbles out. "Frankie...if there is anything wrong you know you can tell me!" I say about to grab his face as he quickly jolts away. As he turns his head I am horrified by what's been left on his face. His whole right side of his face is swollen black and blue. "Oh, oh my god. Frank what happened! Who did this to you?!" I say almost crying. "NO ONE! NO ONE DID THIS TO ME. I THINK YOU NEED TO LEAVE GERARD!" he screams. "I'm not moving an inch until you tell me who-" he is raising his hand at me about to wail me across the face. Before his hand makes contact with my face I notice his entire arm is sliced up. "Oh my god Fran-" *WHACK* I'm taken by surprise when his hand meets my face. "FRANKIE WHAT ARE YOU DOING STO-" *WHACK* another to my face. "I TOLD YOU TO GO!" he's screaming and there is so much hate in his eyes. This is not right, this isn't the Frank I know. I refuse to hit him back, something is wrong. I glance over Frankie's bed to his nightstand and notice 3 prescription pill bottles all 3 almost empty. "Frankie, no." I say. He's about to hit me again but I grab his arm and pin him to the bed. "Frank..." I say softly. "You need to stop this. Please, for me. Don't kill yourself. I- I love you." He finally stops trying to hit me and starts to cry. "Y-you d-don't k-know w-what it's l-like." he manages to get out. "Shhh, shh ,sh, yes, I do. When I told everyone I was gay, those few bullies that called me names, beat me up, and spit on me got to me." I say. "I used to do the same thing." I rolled up my sleeve to show him my healing scars. "I thought about killing myself for the longest time. But I couldn't do it. My baby brother meant everything to me. Without me, he probably would have done the same thing." I say quietly. I hold him in my arms and rock him stroking his hair. "O-okay Gee, I'll stop. For you." he says. "Thank you Frankie." I say kissing his forehead. "Hey Gee?" Frank asks. "Yes?" "Do you, do you really love me. Did you mean that?" he whispers. "Of course I did. I love you Frank Iero." I say giving him a smile. "I love you too Gerard Way." he says and he nuzzles up in my chest.
Hey guys! This is NovaVoid! Some crazy shit has happened and my account got deleted or something? Anyway I'm going to continue on with this story in a new series! Hope to see you guys there!
xoxo Nova!
4/16/14