*Frank's POV*

I CAN'T FUCKING BELIEVE GERARD! WHY WOULD HE HIDE THAT FROM ME?! OBVIOUSLY I WOULD HAVE UNDERSTOOD. BUT HE HIDES IT FROM ME! HOW DO I KNOW HE DIDN'T ACTUALLY KISS HIM BACK? I'M GOING TO KILL JAKE TOO. UGH I HOPE GERARD NEVER COMES BACK!!!

*Gerard's POV*

Mikey and I sat in the car, me, crying hysterically of course. Mikey is trying to calm me down but it's not working. I think I had just lost the only person I've ever loved in my life. I can't even think straight. I just want Frankie. I want to hold him and never let him go. Unfortunately, I think he just let me go. I stop my crying and throw my head into my hands. I can't believe I just ruined it. I feel Mikey's fingers run through my hair and tell me it's going to be alright. But I just don't know if it is.

*Mikeys POV*

I try to make Gee feel better but I can tell it's not working. I know he really needs me but I can't help thinking I might be in the same position in a few hours time. How am I going to explain this to Ray? He's going to be so heartbroken and he's going to hate me forever. But I have to do this. I can't hide it and turn it into a Frank and Gerard situation. Speaking of Gerard, he's finally calmed down enough to the point at which we get out of the car and just take a walk in the park. He vents, he cries, and I just listen. I wish I could do something but I think all they need right now is time. Something I need more of right now.

*Ray's POV*

I can't wait for Mikey to come over tonight. I went by his house but him and Gerard was gone. I asked Frank where they went and he replied "I COULD GIVE A FUCK LESS." So that's a sign that something pretty horrible just happened and I'm not going to ask Frank about because he's fuming. So I walk into Mikey's room and start shredding on his guitar. I love Mikey's guitar, I want it so bad. But he'd never give it up. He probably loves it more than me. I wouldn't blame him, just look at it! But to pass time I play on it. Mikey hasn't told me where we are going but I bet it's going to be special!

*Mikey's POV*

After about 2 hours of driving around and walking around the park I decide it's time we go back. Frank's probably calmed a little by now. As I open the door I hear someone killing it on guitar. My guitar. WHOS TOUCHING MY GUITAR?!" I leave Gee and run into my room. I find Ray lost in the sound and just sit in the doorway staring at him. He looks like a pro. If I didn't know any better Id say he should do this forever because he looks like a ROCK GOD! I'm dreading having to tell him. Before I walk over to address him I hear Frankie yell "WHAT DID YOU GO MAKE OUT WITH OTHER BOYS WHILE YOU WERE GONE?!" followed by the slamming of Gerard's bedroom door. Jump at the slam and Ray takes notice if my presents. "OH MIKEY I WAS JUST-" "It's okay Ray. Before we go out tonight, can-can I talk to you?" I ask. "Sure" he said sitting on my bed. "What is it." I talk a long hard swallow and look him straight in the eye before saying "I cheated in you with Alicia today." I see his face drop from a smile to a frown and his whole face goes white. He opens his mouth but nothing comes out. "While I was walking home, she walked up and kissed me, and instead of backing away... I kissed her back. I'm so sorry Ray. I wish I would have just walked away from her." I start crying "I'm so sorry." I stare at Ray whose mouth is still open with no words. All I see is tears starting to escape from his eyes. What have I done?

Notes

Aw everything is just falling in a downward spiral. Will anything get fixed?

xoxo, Nova<33