My Burning Romance
If You Wanted Honesty
*Gerard's POV*
My lips collide with a pair I've never met before. Jake had kissed me. I pull away almost instantly and stare at him with a disgusted look. "Jake what the hell?" I say. "I-I'm sorry Gerard, I just- I just, I like you a lot and I needed to feel your lips pressed against mine. It was amazing, everything I had dreamed it could be." Jake whispers back stroking my hair, I push him away. "JAKE! I'M DATING FRANK!" I yell out. "I know! But I don't think you need Frank you've only known him for a month anyways. I've known you since fourth grade, we have history, we know each other, you should be with me." Jake blurts out. "I'm dating Frank because he is the nicest person I've ever met, he listens to me, and is nice to other people, and I honestly don't see that in you at all." I snap back. "Bu-but Gerard, I was only mean because I didn't want anyone to see my true feelings. But I'm not afraid anymore. If you want me to I'll scream out "I HAVE A CRUSH ON GERARD WAY!" in the middle of the hall. I'm not afraid anymore, I want to be with you!" he says. I can't think of anything to see back so I sit starring into his eyes, they're scared and alone, just like Frankie's eyes on the first day of school. But Jake's eyes were blue, the kind you could get lost in. What the fuck are you thinking Gerard, you have Frank, but something about seeing Jake this upset, makes me feel, strange. I can't tell if it's good or bad.
*Frank's POV*
I finally get out of detention with my shitty english teacher. I find it hard to believe she cares about students at all, all she's done since my first day is scream at me. I start walking back home and I take out my phone and go on the internet. After much scrolling and a few pages I come across what I'm looking for. "Ah, here it is, Lincoln Rehab Center, 563 Main Street." I say out loud. This is exactly what I need for my mother, she has to recover from her addictions if she wants to get better. I think time to herself sober will do her some good. I call the number and a woman picks up on the other end. "Lincoln Rehab Center, how may I help you?" she asks. "Um, hi, I was wondering if I could learn more about what you do for you patients?" I ask. "Oh of course! We care for our patients and keep a close eye on them. They have their own personal rooms, 3 meals a day and snacks, we have a spa, pool, exercise room, and an ice cream bar! Are you thinking of emitting yourself?" she asks. "Oh no, no it's for my mom I think it could be really good for her!" I answer. "Oh well, you do have to have her consent in order for her to be admitted." she says. "Oh yes, I know, I have to think of how I'm going to get her to agree. It won't be easy." I say. "Oh sure, sure. You can stop bye anytime you'd like with you mother to check it out!" the woman says. "I'll be sure to! Thank you for the help, bye!" I say and hang up the phone. How am I going to do this? I walk in the door and yell out for Gerard "Gee? I'm home babe!" No answer. Huh, must be in the bathroom. I walk over to find the door wide open. "GERARD? WHERE ARE YOU?" Still no answer. Where is he. I walk out the door and walk down the street a bit I see two figures talking in Jake's front yard. "Is-is that... Gerard?" I say trying to squint my eyes.
*Gerard's POV*
"Jake I am sorry, I love Frank, I can't be with you, I'm sorry. Maybe if you would have come out with your feelings sooner instead of bullying me, things could be different. But for now, I'm staying with my Frank." I say while I straighten out my posture to try and not look sad for rejecting him. "O-oh, I-I see." a tear escapes from his eye. Oh please don't start crying I hate crying. "I h-hope you t-two are happy t-together. I want to let you know that I'll leave you guys alone now. I-I'll see you around Gerard." he sucks in his cheeks trying to not let a tear escape. "Thank you for understanding Jake, I'll see you around." I say. I feel really bad because I just caused him such a huge heartbreak. Was I too hard on him? Well, he kissed me while I'm in a relationship. Oh no the kiss. Should I tell Frankie? If he found out he'd attack Jake, I mean it's not really his fault how he feels. But I'd hate lying to him. As I walk back see a small figure waving to me. It's Frank. Oh no. "Hey Gee! What were you doing??" he asks. "I went to talk to Jake because I felt really bad." I say. "Oh what did you talk about." he asks. "I told him it was fine, and that's why he bullied all of us, but he said he is going to leave us alone now." I say. "Oh cool!! Anything else." he asks. I swallow really hard and hear my voice go up about 60000 decibels "Ahh, n-no, t-that's all." I choke out. Frank nods. I just lied, straight to his face, that cute, precious, innocent face of his was who's boyfriend just kissed another man, had been lied to. What have I done?!
My lips collide with a pair I've never met before. Jake had kissed me. I pull away almost instantly and stare at him with a disgusted look. "Jake what the hell?" I say. "I-I'm sorry Gerard, I just- I just, I like you a lot and I needed to feel your lips pressed against mine. It was amazing, everything I had dreamed it could be." Jake whispers back stroking my hair, I push him away. "JAKE! I'M DATING FRANK!" I yell out. "I know! But I don't think you need Frank you've only known him for a month anyways. I've known you since fourth grade, we have history, we know each other, you should be with me." Jake blurts out. "I'm dating Frank because he is the nicest person I've ever met, he listens to me, and is nice to other people, and I honestly don't see that in you at all." I snap back. "Bu-but Gerard, I was only mean because I didn't want anyone to see my true feelings. But I'm not afraid anymore. If you want me to I'll scream out "I HAVE A CRUSH ON GERARD WAY!" in the middle of the hall. I'm not afraid anymore, I want to be with you!" he says. I can't think of anything to see back so I sit starring into his eyes, they're scared and alone, just like Frankie's eyes on the first day of school. But Jake's eyes were blue, the kind you could get lost in. What the fuck are you thinking Gerard, you have Frank, but something about seeing Jake this upset, makes me feel, strange. I can't tell if it's good or bad.
*Frank's POV*
I finally get out of detention with my shitty english teacher. I find it hard to believe she cares about students at all, all she's done since my first day is scream at me. I start walking back home and I take out my phone and go on the internet. After much scrolling and a few pages I come across what I'm looking for. "Ah, here it is, Lincoln Rehab Center, 563 Main Street." I say out loud. This is exactly what I need for my mother, she has to recover from her addictions if she wants to get better. I think time to herself sober will do her some good. I call the number and a woman picks up on the other end. "Lincoln Rehab Center, how may I help you?" she asks. "Um, hi, I was wondering if I could learn more about what you do for you patients?" I ask. "Oh of course! We care for our patients and keep a close eye on them. They have their own personal rooms, 3 meals a day and snacks, we have a spa, pool, exercise room, and an ice cream bar! Are you thinking of emitting yourself?" she asks. "Oh no, no it's for my mom I think it could be really good for her!" I answer. "Oh well, you do have to have her consent in order for her to be admitted." she says. "Oh yes, I know, I have to think of how I'm going to get her to agree. It won't be easy." I say. "Oh sure, sure. You can stop bye anytime you'd like with you mother to check it out!" the woman says. "I'll be sure to! Thank you for the help, bye!" I say and hang up the phone. How am I going to do this? I walk in the door and yell out for Gerard "Gee? I'm home babe!" No answer. Huh, must be in the bathroom. I walk over to find the door wide open. "GERARD? WHERE ARE YOU?" Still no answer. Where is he. I walk out the door and walk down the street a bit I see two figures talking in Jake's front yard. "Is-is that... Gerard?" I say trying to squint my eyes.
*Gerard's POV*
"Jake I am sorry, I love Frank, I can't be with you, I'm sorry. Maybe if you would have come out with your feelings sooner instead of bullying me, things could be different. But for now, I'm staying with my Frank." I say while I straighten out my posture to try and not look sad for rejecting him. "O-oh, I-I see." a tear escapes from his eye. Oh please don't start crying I hate crying. "I h-hope you t-two are happy t-together. I want to let you know that I'll leave you guys alone now. I-I'll see you around Gerard." he sucks in his cheeks trying to not let a tear escape. "Thank you for understanding Jake, I'll see you around." I say. I feel really bad because I just caused him such a huge heartbreak. Was I too hard on him? Well, he kissed me while I'm in a relationship. Oh no the kiss. Should I tell Frankie? If he found out he'd attack Jake, I mean it's not really his fault how he feels. But I'd hate lying to him. As I walk back see a small figure waving to me. It's Frank. Oh no. "Hey Gee! What were you doing??" he asks. "I went to talk to Jake because I felt really bad." I say. "Oh what did you talk about." he asks. "I told him it was fine, and that's why he bullied all of us, but he said he is going to leave us alone now." I say. "Oh cool!! Anything else." he asks. I swallow really hard and hear my voice go up about 60000 decibels "Ahh, n-no, t-that's all." I choke out. Frank nods. I just lied, straight to his face, that cute, precious, innocent face of his was who's boyfriend just kissed another man, had been lied to. What have I done?!
Hey guys! This is NovaVoid! Some crazy shit has happened and my account got deleted or something? Anyway I'm going to continue on with this story in a new series! Hope to see you guys there!
xoxo Nova!
4/16/14