My Burning Romance
We Could Be Perfect One Last Night
*Mikeys POV*
I sit in the driveway of Alicia's house for 20 minute in my car, staring at my arms. I watched all the blood trickle down my arms and then dry up over time. Better I hurt myself than Alicia. I still love her, even after what she did. And it pisses me off so much. I grab a wet towelette out of my car and run it up and down my arms cleaning the blood away. The alcohol in it makes it super painful but I don't care. This was the first time I've ever cut, and by the looks of things, I don't think it'll be my last. I have to hide this from Gee or he'll be super pissed off at me. I start up the car and drive back to my house.
*Gerard's POV*
I hear a car pull into the driveway and the door open and slam shut. Shit. I don't think things went over well between Mikey and Alicia. I look over to see Frank is passed out next to me so I slowly wiggle myself out of him and walk into the living room where Mikey is lying face down on the couch. "Mikey?" I say. "Go away." he responds. "Oh Mikes..." I say sitting besides him on the couch rubbing his back with my hand. "...What happened?" "She-she's with... Jake. She fucking left me for that dickface asshole." he says ready to cry. "Aww shit Mikey, why the hell would she do that? You gave her everything a girl could ever want." I say in a sad tone. "Yeah, I fucking know, and she just went and shit on my heart." he says as a tear escapes from his eye. "You want to know the worst part Gerard, I still love her, I don't want to fucking love her, but I do." he says. "Of course you do, she was your first love. You'll feel like that for a while. But you'll finally learn you don't need her and you'll move on." I say. "Yeah well that day isn't today." he says. "Of course it's not. Here, lie down and try and get some sleep." I say throwing a blanket over him. "Thanks Gee." he says. I nod and walk back into my room.
*Mikey's POV*
Gerard seriously has to be the best brother ever, I don't know what I'd do without him. My thoughts are cut off my my phone buzzing.
From: Baby<333(I didn't change Alicia's contact name yet whatever)
Mikey, sweety I'm so sorry I still love you I was an idiot for going back out with Jake but I'll break up with him, I just want you back. Please xoxo
Yeah right. Alicia can piss off, I might still love her but I am never going to take her back after what she did to me. Again I get another text. What the fuck does she want now?
From: Fro-Man
Hey Mikey, Gee told me about you and Alicia that's fucked up. Any girl would be lucky to have you in their life. I just want to make sure you were okay. I can come over if you want. Or you can come over here? Maybe we could right new riffs for a song to get your mind away from things for a while.
To: Fro-Man
I'm really not okay, I promise you,I won't lie and say that I am. And yeah, I'll come over your house since Frank and Gee are sleeping. Don't want to wake them. Do you mind if I stay over?
From: Fro-Man
Yeah that's fine, my parents are out for the night so you can sleep in their room, the couch, or my room.
To: From-Man
Cool, I'll be over in about 10 minutes.
I packed a bag of clothes and headed off to Ray's I left Gee a note on the counter so he wouldn't worry in the morning.
I arrive at Ray's house to see him outside smoking a cigarette. He gives me a wave. He crushes off his butt and we walk into the house and into his room. "So..." he says "I was thinking we should write Frankie a birthday song, considering his birthday is in a week." "Yeah he'd love it!" I say. Me and Ray sit on the bed and start strumming Ray starts making up lyrics "Oh Frankieeee, you are now 16 years old, you so small and happy, and have a Gerard to holdddd. Some times you act crazy (yes you doooo) like a monkey, who belongs in a zoo!" we stop playing and start dying laughing. I fall into Ray's lap laughing so hard, I feel we both have six packs coming on. We stop laughing and look at each smiling like crazy, then Ray lowers his head to mine and kisses my lips.
I sit in the driveway of Alicia's house for 20 minute in my car, staring at my arms. I watched all the blood trickle down my arms and then dry up over time. Better I hurt myself than Alicia. I still love her, even after what she did. And it pisses me off so much. I grab a wet towelette out of my car and run it up and down my arms cleaning the blood away. The alcohol in it makes it super painful but I don't care. This was the first time I've ever cut, and by the looks of things, I don't think it'll be my last. I have to hide this from Gee or he'll be super pissed off at me. I start up the car and drive back to my house.
*Gerard's POV*
I hear a car pull into the driveway and the door open and slam shut. Shit. I don't think things went over well between Mikey and Alicia. I look over to see Frank is passed out next to me so I slowly wiggle myself out of him and walk into the living room where Mikey is lying face down on the couch. "Mikey?" I say. "Go away." he responds. "Oh Mikes..." I say sitting besides him on the couch rubbing his back with my hand. "...What happened?" "She-she's with... Jake. She fucking left me for that dickface asshole." he says ready to cry. "Aww shit Mikey, why the hell would she do that? You gave her everything a girl could ever want." I say in a sad tone. "Yeah, I fucking know, and she just went and shit on my heart." he says as a tear escapes from his eye. "You want to know the worst part Gerard, I still love her, I don't want to fucking love her, but I do." he says. "Of course you do, she was your first love. You'll feel like that for a while. But you'll finally learn you don't need her and you'll move on." I say. "Yeah well that day isn't today." he says. "Of course it's not. Here, lie down and try and get some sleep." I say throwing a blanket over him. "Thanks Gee." he says. I nod and walk back into my room.
*Mikey's POV*
Gerard seriously has to be the best brother ever, I don't know what I'd do without him. My thoughts are cut off my my phone buzzing.
From: Baby<333(I didn't change Alicia's contact name yet whatever)
Mikey, sweety I'm so sorry I still love you I was an idiot for going back out with Jake but I'll break up with him, I just want you back. Please xoxo
Yeah right. Alicia can piss off, I might still love her but I am never going to take her back after what she did to me. Again I get another text. What the fuck does she want now?
From: Fro-Man
Hey Mikey, Gee told me about you and Alicia that's fucked up. Any girl would be lucky to have you in their life. I just want to make sure you were okay. I can come over if you want. Or you can come over here? Maybe we could right new riffs for a song to get your mind away from things for a while.
To: Fro-Man
I'm really not okay, I promise you,I won't lie and say that I am. And yeah, I'll come over your house since Frank and Gee are sleeping. Don't want to wake them. Do you mind if I stay over?
From: Fro-Man
Yeah that's fine, my parents are out for the night so you can sleep in their room, the couch, or my room.
To: From-Man
Cool, I'll be over in about 10 minutes.
I packed a bag of clothes and headed off to Ray's I left Gee a note on the counter so he wouldn't worry in the morning.
I arrive at Ray's house to see him outside smoking a cigarette. He gives me a wave. He crushes off his butt and we walk into the house and into his room. "So..." he says "I was thinking we should write Frankie a birthday song, considering his birthday is in a week." "Yeah he'd love it!" I say. Me and Ray sit on the bed and start strumming Ray starts making up lyrics "Oh Frankieeee, you are now 16 years old, you so small and happy, and have a Gerard to holdddd. Some times you act crazy (yes you doooo) like a monkey, who belongs in a zoo!" we stop playing and start dying laughing. I fall into Ray's lap laughing so hard, I feel we both have six packs coming on. We stop laughing and look at each smiling like crazy, then Ray lowers his head to mine and kisses my lips.
Hey guys! This is NovaVoid! Some crazy shit has happened and my account got deleted or something? Anyway I'm going to continue on with this story in a new series! Hope to see you guys there!
xoxo Nova!
4/16/14