My Burning Romance
Would You Have The Guts To Say I Don't Love You
* Frank's POV*
It's been a week since I told Gerard about my mother and his parents have been sweet enough to let me stay with them until we sort this out. I'm pretty sure my mom doesn't even notice I'm gone because when she is doing drugs 3 days to her could feel like 3 minutes. She's probably still unaware. I just have to get her help. I don't want to stay with her if she is going to abuse me but I don't want to sit back and watch her kill herself. I need to think up something soon. "Gerard, Mikey, Frank, we are going to one of our co-workers birthday parties tonight will you boys be okay here by yourselves?" Gee's mom asked. "Mom, we are teenage boys, we are going to be fine. Go have fun!" Mikey yells back. I laugh I little and I see Gerard look back at me and smile.
*Gerard's POV*
Mikey's words to my mom make Frankie laugh and I can't help but smile at it because he is so adorable and perfect in every way. I'm glad to have him and glad I'm the one he chose to fall in love with. I just want to spend forever with Frank.
*Mikey's POV*
I hear Frank laugh in the other room and can't help but laugh myself because I feel like I accomplished something making a joke. I'm such a weirdo. Gee told me a few days ago that he tied Jake to a tree naked and left him there. I asked him why he didn't tell me earlier and he told me he thought I'd be mad. That was not the case at all, when I heard that news I laughed so hard that I fell on the floor and sprained my wrist but I still didn't care because what happened to Jake was way to funny to notice my pain. I've been thinking of trying to patch things up with Alicia but I doubt she wants to talk to me anymore. I'm too much of a wimp to even try. I need advice. "Gee?" I say tapping on his bedroom door. "Yes, come in." he says. I walk in the room and notice him and Frankie are writing down something on paper. Song lyrics I'm assuming. "I- I was wondering if you could give me a little, advice." I ask. "Sure what's on your mind." he replies. "W-well, since you took care of Jake and what not, I was wondering, d-do you think I should go over Alicia's house and try to patch things up with her?" I ask quietly. "Well..." Gerard went on. "She told you she was only breaking up with you because she didn't want you getting hurt by Jake right?" "Right." "So, then I guess it's worth a shot. Everyone knows I did that to Jake so I'm assuming Alicia knows to, and she said she loved you. There's no way she wouldn't take you back." "So, you think I should go over there then?" "Yeah Mikes! Go get her." his words made me feel really happy inside. He's right, Alicia said she loved me, there's no way she couldn't take me back.
*Time Lapse*
I arrive at Alicia's house at 7:30 and sit in my car for a little. "What if she says no?" "What if she spits in my face?" "What if she sicks her dog after me." "Alright, alright Mikey stop being a little bitch and go talk to her." I get out of my car, walk up to her front door, and ring the bell. "He goes nothing." A few moments later the door opens and Alicia peers her head out. "M-m-mikey, w-w-what are you doing here?!" Alicia asks. "Well, I know we haven't talked since last week and I know you only left me to keep me safe from Jake but now we don't have to worry about Jake so I was wondering if you wanted to get back togethe-" I was cut off by a familiar voice yelling "Who's there babe?" "N-no one hun, I'll be in, in a second." she says. "Huh?" I say. "Listen Mikey, now's not a good time maybe we can talk later." she says. "IS THAT JAKE?!" I yell out. "Shh, Mikey keep it down he'll hear and-" "NO YOU LISTEN HERE, I DID NOTHING BUT TREAT YOU LIKE A PRINCESS AND YOU LEAVE ME FOR THAT DICK YOU SAID YOU HATED?!" I scream. "No, no Mikey I'm just trying to protect you!" she cries out. "PROTECT ME? YOU DON'T THINK I CAN HANDLE MYSELF?!" I scream louder. "I'm sorry Mikey, I just don't like you like I did yesterday." she says and quickly closes the door on my face. And that was it. Just like that, the only girl I've ever loved in my life back with her ex-boyfriend who almost killed me. I felt my heart smash into a million pieces. I couldn't believe this. I got back in my car and started to cry. Until I see an empty glass coke bottle. I pick it up and throw it at the side of her house. I got to retrieve the shards until I'm cut by one. The worst part is. It didn't hurt. I walked back over to my car about to drive how until I picked up one of the shards and slid it down my wrist.
It's been a week since I told Gerard about my mother and his parents have been sweet enough to let me stay with them until we sort this out. I'm pretty sure my mom doesn't even notice I'm gone because when she is doing drugs 3 days to her could feel like 3 minutes. She's probably still unaware. I just have to get her help. I don't want to stay with her if she is going to abuse me but I don't want to sit back and watch her kill herself. I need to think up something soon. "Gerard, Mikey, Frank, we are going to one of our co-workers birthday parties tonight will you boys be okay here by yourselves?" Gee's mom asked. "Mom, we are teenage boys, we are going to be fine. Go have fun!" Mikey yells back. I laugh I little and I see Gerard look back at me and smile.
*Gerard's POV*
Mikey's words to my mom make Frankie laugh and I can't help but smile at it because he is so adorable and perfect in every way. I'm glad to have him and glad I'm the one he chose to fall in love with. I just want to spend forever with Frank.
*Mikey's POV*
I hear Frank laugh in the other room and can't help but laugh myself because I feel like I accomplished something making a joke. I'm such a weirdo. Gee told me a few days ago that he tied Jake to a tree naked and left him there. I asked him why he didn't tell me earlier and he told me he thought I'd be mad. That was not the case at all, when I heard that news I laughed so hard that I fell on the floor and sprained my wrist but I still didn't care because what happened to Jake was way to funny to notice my pain. I've been thinking of trying to patch things up with Alicia but I doubt she wants to talk to me anymore. I'm too much of a wimp to even try. I need advice. "Gee?" I say tapping on his bedroom door. "Yes, come in." he says. I walk in the room and notice him and Frankie are writing down something on paper. Song lyrics I'm assuming. "I- I was wondering if you could give me a little, advice." I ask. "Sure what's on your mind." he replies. "W-well, since you took care of Jake and what not, I was wondering, d-do you think I should go over Alicia's house and try to patch things up with her?" I ask quietly. "Well..." Gerard went on. "She told you she was only breaking up with you because she didn't want you getting hurt by Jake right?" "Right." "So, then I guess it's worth a shot. Everyone knows I did that to Jake so I'm assuming Alicia knows to, and she said she loved you. There's no way she wouldn't take you back." "So, you think I should go over there then?" "Yeah Mikes! Go get her." his words made me feel really happy inside. He's right, Alicia said she loved me, there's no way she couldn't take me back.
*Time Lapse*
I arrive at Alicia's house at 7:30 and sit in my car for a little. "What if she says no?" "What if she spits in my face?" "What if she sicks her dog after me." "Alright, alright Mikey stop being a little bitch and go talk to her." I get out of my car, walk up to her front door, and ring the bell. "He goes nothing." A few moments later the door opens and Alicia peers her head out. "M-m-mikey, w-w-what are you doing here?!" Alicia asks. "Well, I know we haven't talked since last week and I know you only left me to keep me safe from Jake but now we don't have to worry about Jake so I was wondering if you wanted to get back togethe-" I was cut off by a familiar voice yelling "Who's there babe?" "N-no one hun, I'll be in, in a second." she says. "Huh?" I say. "Listen Mikey, now's not a good time maybe we can talk later." she says. "IS THAT JAKE?!" I yell out. "Shh, Mikey keep it down he'll hear and-" "NO YOU LISTEN HERE, I DID NOTHING BUT TREAT YOU LIKE A PRINCESS AND YOU LEAVE ME FOR THAT DICK YOU SAID YOU HATED?!" I scream. "No, no Mikey I'm just trying to protect you!" she cries out. "PROTECT ME? YOU DON'T THINK I CAN HANDLE MYSELF?!" I scream louder. "I'm sorry Mikey, I just don't like you like I did yesterday." she says and quickly closes the door on my face. And that was it. Just like that, the only girl I've ever loved in my life back with her ex-boyfriend who almost killed me. I felt my heart smash into a million pieces. I couldn't believe this. I got back in my car and started to cry. Until I see an empty glass coke bottle. I pick it up and throw it at the side of her house. I got to retrieve the shards until I'm cut by one. The worst part is. It didn't hurt. I walked back over to my car about to drive how until I picked up one of the shards and slid it down my wrist.
Hey guys! This is NovaVoid! Some crazy shit has happened and my account got deleted or something? Anyway I'm going to continue on with this story in a new series! Hope to see you guys there!
xoxo Nova!
4/16/14