I woke up squinting against the sunlight seeping through the roof of the shack. I rubbed my face and realised my face was sticky with dried tears. I had dreamt of him. We had been together, the apocalypse was over and we had an apartment. Everything was perfect. Then he looked me in the eyes and said 'I never loved you.' And left. I almost cry as I remember the dream. I'm so pathetic. I had known the guy for a week and a half, and I had fallen in love with him. I feel so stupid. I should have left the moment I had the chance. He shouldn't have saved me in the first place, but he had, and now I was left with nothing but a black void where my heart should be. I didn't bother getting up. It's dangerous sitting here, I know, but I don't really care anymore. So I close my eyes. And fall into a dream so realistic I think it's real. I dream about Gerard holding me at night, him kissing me, telling me "I love you baby." When I wake up I can swear I can feel his touch on my skin.
The next day I knew I had to go outside. I could feel my sanity slowly slipping out of my weak grasp as I sit alone in the dark shed. I need to get over him. I grab my pistol and walk outside, flinching when the sunlight hits my tired eyes. I'm by an small river, I suppose it used to be used for fishing. Fish. My belly growls and I realise I having eaten in days, I need food. I walk around softy in the wooded area, holding to see a rabbit or a squirrel so I could eat. Yeah I used to be a vegetarian, but I'm so desperate, I can't afford to be picky. After a short time of wandering, I see movement behind a large patch of bushes. I aim my gun at whatever out is. It seems rather large, a baby deer maybe? I'm not sure. I'm just about to pull the trigger when I hear a voice.
"Dont shoot! Please.."

Notes

Here you go! A chapter! I'm trying to make this better than Keep Running, I was pretty proud of that fanfic, but I really hope this one grabs your thoughts and emotions better. :)

I can't think of anything to put here but, never change.

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