
I Promise
Chapter 16
(Mikey)
"You bastard." I sigh when he finally lets me in. Then I grab some stuff and start to clean up the cuts. "You better hope mom doesn't see this, she'll go ape-shit and break down crying."
"Ray...He said that..."
"Ray's a dick sometimes, I thought you knew that."
"Not really."
"Almost...done." I stick my tongue out and and dab at his arm a little more with concentration then throw the stuff in the bin that had been used like plaster wrappings.
"Thanks, Mikey...I'm sorry."
"You didn't need to do that, over anything."
I so badly wanted to yell at him right now but that would be a total over the edge for him.
"So yeah, I beat the high score." Ray smirks proudly.
"Tight! I'll just beat it again." I laugh, Ray's smirk fades and he frowns.
"Is that? It's Gerard! Walk, Walk, Walk." He grabs my arm and tugs me away round the corner.
"Ray just be decent to him, you know what he did to himself. I can't believe you said you were scared."
"I am! What if he...he could sneak into the changing rooms when I have PE or something!"
"I'm not a total pervert." My head snaps up to Gerard stood next to us. Frank is next to him and he smiles at me.
"Um...sorry." Ray looks away from Gerard and I kick him in the shin.
"Stop being a dick." I hiss.
"Hi Gee." Ray sighs and looks in Gerard's direction but doesn't meet his eyes.
"You two can talk!" I push Ray towards Gee and Frank understands and then pushes Gee towards Ray. "Let's go Frankie." I smile happily and place my hand in his. "Have fun lovebirds!" I wink and walk away.
"So yeah, I thought he'd have shown you his arm." I say to Frank after explaining what went on with Gerard and Ray last night. "I don't know to be honest, I think I understand why Ray is reacting like this at the moment, he'll adjust to it but it's just getting to that part because whilst he's still freaked out he's being a bastard and Gerard's getting hurt. It isn't fair on him."
"Maybe Ray will like him back."
"No, I don't think so. Well as far as I know, Ray is straight. He told me he was bi-curious but thinks he's straight. It's confusing honestly."
"He said he's bi-curious! Really?" Frank asks in astonishment.
"Yeah and I understand, because I suppose everyone is actually bi-curious really. At some stage until they work it all out. Like your gay, you must have thought you liked girls at one point until you started liking guys, you were just...exploring it all really right? Then it clicked that you were gay."
Frank nods slowly. "Yeah."
"Well Ray's decided he's actually straight so. That's that."
"How did it go?" I ask Gerard as he sits on the end of my bed back home.
"It went...alright." He blushes.
"What happened!? I want the details." I squeal.
"He hugged me." More blushing. "And we talked, he apologized for freaking out and said he's really flattered and thinks it's cute, then he explained he doesn't quite understand what he feels towards the whole sexuality thing right now and couldn't make a decision on whether he liked me back."
"He told me he thought he was straight!"
"Well, he doesn't know right now he said."
"Okay, anything else?"
"No, not really. He hugged me again and then I went off to get some lunch from the cafeteria."
"Aw Gerard, maybe he could like you back or try and work something out with you."
"Maybe."
Gerard smiles.
Really smiles.
Not one of his fake ones that he became so acquaintanced with.
A real smile.
Not just a real smile.
The smile I got from when me and Frankie kissed.
I think that the hug with rather a kiss.
"He kissed you." I state. No question, because I know.
"What?" Gerard blushes.
"You know what."
He nods and grins at me.
"I'm so happy for you Gee!" I hug him.
"Were you like this when you kissed Frank?"
"Yeah, it's amazing isn't it?"
"It's like...I'm in a dream."
"When I was like this...it just confirmed it for me."
"Confirmed what?" Gerard asks.
"I'm unbelievably in love with Frankie. I don't just love him. I don't just have a silly little crush on him. I'm in love with him."
"You bastard." I sigh when he finally lets me in. Then I grab some stuff and start to clean up the cuts. "You better hope mom doesn't see this, she'll go ape-shit and break down crying."
"Ray...He said that..."
"Ray's a dick sometimes, I thought you knew that."
"Not really."
"Almost...done." I stick my tongue out and and dab at his arm a little more with concentration then throw the stuff in the bin that had been used like plaster wrappings.
"Thanks, Mikey...I'm sorry."
"You didn't need to do that, over anything."
I so badly wanted to yell at him right now but that would be a total over the edge for him.
"So yeah, I beat the high score." Ray smirks proudly.
"Tight! I'll just beat it again." I laugh, Ray's smirk fades and he frowns.
"Is that? It's Gerard! Walk, Walk, Walk." He grabs my arm and tugs me away round the corner.
"Ray just be decent to him, you know what he did to himself. I can't believe you said you were scared."
"I am! What if he...he could sneak into the changing rooms when I have PE or something!"
"I'm not a total pervert." My head snaps up to Gerard stood next to us. Frank is next to him and he smiles at me.
"Um...sorry." Ray looks away from Gerard and I kick him in the shin.
"Stop being a dick." I hiss.
"Hi Gee." Ray sighs and looks in Gerard's direction but doesn't meet his eyes.
"You two can talk!" I push Ray towards Gee and Frank understands and then pushes Gee towards Ray. "Let's go Frankie." I smile happily and place my hand in his. "Have fun lovebirds!" I wink and walk away.
"So yeah, I thought he'd have shown you his arm." I say to Frank after explaining what went on with Gerard and Ray last night. "I don't know to be honest, I think I understand why Ray is reacting like this at the moment, he'll adjust to it but it's just getting to that part because whilst he's still freaked out he's being a bastard and Gerard's getting hurt. It isn't fair on him."
"Maybe Ray will like him back."
"No, I don't think so. Well as far as I know, Ray is straight. He told me he was bi-curious but thinks he's straight. It's confusing honestly."
"He said he's bi-curious! Really?" Frank asks in astonishment.
"Yeah and I understand, because I suppose everyone is actually bi-curious really. At some stage until they work it all out. Like your gay, you must have thought you liked girls at one point until you started liking guys, you were just...exploring it all really right? Then it clicked that you were gay."
Frank nods slowly. "Yeah."
"Well Ray's decided he's actually straight so. That's that."
"How did it go?" I ask Gerard as he sits on the end of my bed back home.
"It went...alright." He blushes.
"What happened!? I want the details." I squeal.
"He hugged me." More blushing. "And we talked, he apologized for freaking out and said he's really flattered and thinks it's cute, then he explained he doesn't quite understand what he feels towards the whole sexuality thing right now and couldn't make a decision on whether he liked me back."
"He told me he thought he was straight!"
"Well, he doesn't know right now he said."
"Okay, anything else?"
"No, not really. He hugged me again and then I went off to get some lunch from the cafeteria."
"Aw Gerard, maybe he could like you back or try and work something out with you."
"Maybe."
Gerard smiles.
Really smiles.
Not one of his fake ones that he became so acquaintanced with.
A real smile.
Not just a real smile.
The smile I got from when me and Frankie kissed.
I think that the hug with rather a kiss.
"He kissed you." I state. No question, because I know.
"What?" Gerard blushes.
"You know what."
He nods and grins at me.
"I'm so happy for you Gee!" I hug him.
"Were you like this when you kissed Frank?"
"Yeah, it's amazing isn't it?"
"It's like...I'm in a dream."
"When I was like this...it just confirmed it for me."
"Confirmed what?" Gerard asks.
"I'm unbelievably in love with Frankie. I don't just love him. I don't just have a silly little crush on him. I'm in love with him."
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7/20/16