(Frank)
"Gerard, where's Mikey? We need to talk." I sigh as I stand at the front door.
"I don't know Frank, he's just gone. Mom said he left a note in his room, she wont tell me where he is." He stops and looks down. "I think he'll be at Rays...Frank, he's cut himself, big style, all down his arm." My heart stops. "W-what!?"
"He was drinking too, I noticed."
"I'm going to Rays, stay here." He nods and shuts the door as I run off down the street.
"But Ray, you know me. You know I wouldn't do that on purpose." He bites his lip in thought.
"He's in my room." Ray finally gives in and moves aside for me. I run open and take a deep breath before going in.
"Mikey." He looks up and frowns.
"Did Ray let you in?"
"Yeah, please. Hear me out."
"Seen as you're here...sure. Sit." So easy...anyway. I sit down and look at his arm, the sleeve was pulled up and a bottle of Dettol was on the side.
"Why have you cut yourself like this?" He shrugs.
"Gerard lets all his pain just bleed out and then he's fine, I figured I'd give it a try. It was shit."
"Well cutting generally works, it stings like mad but you know."
"How would you know!?" He laughs. I pull up my sleeve and show him all the previous cuts. "Oh Frank...I'm sorry."
"Hey, its from ages ago. It stopped when we got together though."
"Oh...Frank, you came to speak so go on."
"We were both ridiculously drunk, it was nothing but a mistake, I'd never mean to do that to you, I love you too much Mikey." He blushes and smiles. "You said you love me."
"I do."
"Aw Frankie...That's really nice to know but we're still finished."
"Why!?"
"Frank, no matter if you were drunk I still can't deal with the fact that my brother and my boyfriend had sex. God, nothing like that had even happened between us like that yet, great knowing my brother was the backup."
"I was drunk! Don't do this, you're my fucking life Mikey."
"Please don't say stuff like that."
"Why? You are, I love you so much Mikey."
"Don't!" He suddenly bursts into tears and I run over, pulling him into my arms. "Why did you have to sleep together, it could have been perfect, me and you."
"It still can be Mikes."
"Oh Frankie it can't though because I'll always be convinced you're with him."


(Mikey)
I haven't seen Frank since Rays place, Gerard wont look me in the eye or speak to me anymore.
It hurts so much.
I don't think he realizes, I want to be his brother again.
But I wont make the first move into that.
Or should I...
Maybe it's time to forgive Frank, I miss him.

Mikey_UnicornsAreForLifeNotJustForChristmas:'D : Frankie, I get if you don't want to after I turned you down. It hurt so much but I've really thought about this, lets talk again and see where it goes. I really love you, lets give it another go.

No reply.
I will talk to Gerard first.
I get up from sitting on the edge of my bed and head downstairs into the basement.
Music is blaring out so he wouldn't hear me knock, I just push the door open.
I should have knocked. I should have left it. Why did I come down here?
My eyes sting massively and I don't bother to put a stop to it, the tears spill over.
"Oh you fucking bastards." I yell. They jump apart and look at me with wide eyes. "Checked your phone lately Frank? Screw it, I don't want to give anything another go."
"Mikey! Wait, it's nothing. I'm sorry." Gerard calls after me.

(Frank)
"Gerard." I sigh and look down as he moves his head closer.
"Yeah baby?"
"We shouldn't."
He doesn't reply but presses his lips to mine and pushes me back up into the wall.
I smile and kiss back, enjoying it.
He slips his tongue in, we're like this for a few more minutes until Mikey's stood there.
"Oh you fucking bastards!" He yells making us jump apart. "Checked your phone lately Frank? Screw it, I don't want to give anything another go."
I pull out my phone and turn it on as Gerard runs after him, calling.
My heart starts thudding when I read it.

FrankieIero: Mikey, please talk. Try it again, you were willing to."
Mikey_UnicornsAreForLifeNotJustForChristmas:'D : Until I saw you undrunkenly kissing my brother.
FrankieIero: It means nothing though, I promise you that. It honestly isn't what you think.

Honestly!
He wanted to kiss, so he can figure out what he feels.
Yes I kissed back clearly but the going into making out wasn't the plan.
I'll admit that, I'll admit I enjoyed it.
But it wasn't what he thought.
Nothing is happening between me and Gerard.

Mikey_UnicornsAreForLifeNotJustForChristmas:'D : I'm in my room... :)

I run up.
Gerard gone.
Mikey, in his room like he said.
"Sit, talk, explain." He instructs. I nod and sit next to him.
I explain it all to him, he nods slowly.
"Fair enough."
"Fair enough!? Just like that."
"Yeah, shut up." He says and kisses me.

He's up to something?

"What are you doing Mikey!?"
"Do you not want me to kiss you?" He frowns.
"Y-yes but why are you doing it?"
"I don't know, if I love you that much then giving it another go is what I should do isn't it?"
"Yes but, you're so upset Mikey I know it."
"I'll get over it Frankie, now do you want me to kiss you or not?"
I smile and nod as he reattaches his lips to mine.
"Guys?" Gerard's stood in the doorway awkwardly scratching the back of his head.
"Sorry..." I mumble.
"No big deal, are you together?"
Mikey nods, biting his lip and I chew on my lip ring. "Thank fucking God!"
"But you like Frank."
"No, Frank confirmed me being gay. But I don't think I like him like that, I know who I like."
"Who?" Mikey yawns, talk about extremely cute.
"I can't tell you."
"Tell me!" Mikey whines.
"I can't."
"Get him Frankie!"
I stand up and tackle Gerard. "Tell us!"
"Fine! Let go!"
I get up and help Gee up. "Who?" Mikey asks again.
"Ray." Gerard blushes and Mikey 'aw's'
"MIKEY! YOUR MOM LET ME IN!"
"Oh my fucking God it's Ray!" Gerard freaks.
"Hey guys...are you guys together again?"
"Yeah Ray." Mikey smiles and kisses me.
"Gerard's jealous!"
"No i'm not!"
"You're blushing though, it's quite clear you are."
"Trust me, he isn't blushing over jealousy." Mikey giggles.