
I Promise
Chapter 12
(Frank) "What do you mean!? We can't tell him!" Gerard hisses. "Ever."
The guilt had been eating away at me all night and I'd told Gee about my thoughts on telling him.
"Why not? I can't take the guilt Gee."
"He'd go crazy Frankie, he'd be so upset, I don't know what stupid stuff he'd do."
"What do I do then!?"
"I don't know! Take it out on paper, I write poetry sometimes...What are we then? Me and you?"
"What do you mean?" I narrow my eyes.
"Well...last night, we had sex. What now?"
"We stay friends, Gee. I'm with Mikey, nothing else happens between us." He looks hurt but what does he expect!? Without saying anything else he turns and walks down the hall to his class, I don't need him to be like this about things, did he think something would happen? How fucking selfish if he did, Mikey's his brother!
I sigh and follow where Gee went.
(Mikey)
Frank hasn't spoken to me with out making an excuse since he was with Gerard, somethings going on, he's acting really strange. I'll find out why though, crack the puppy dog eyes and he's like modeling clay.
"Frank? Are you okay?" I wave a hand in front of his face, snapping him out of a daze. He sighs and nods, not looking me in the eyes and he looks like he's about to cry as I hold his hand. I let go quickly and walk away to find Ray.
I hear Frank sigh and Gerard says. "I'm so fucking sorry! It's all my fault Frankie." I stop and spin around on one heel to face them.
"What do you mean it's your fault!? What's your fault?"
Frank's eyes go wide and he glances at Gerard who furiously shakes his head. "Is this why you're being distant Frankie? What's going on? Tell me!"
"Nothings going on Mikey." I see you every day of my life, you're my brother. I know when you lie.
"Liar!"
"We need to tell him Gee." Frank's on the edge of tears and I wrap my arms around him as they spill over.
"What's going on!? What have you done?"
"What have we done?" He corrects me.
"Mikey, I'm so sorry...Oh God! Please, don't hate me. It was a mistake." Frank sobs.
"Frankie?" I whisper and pull away, glancing at them both.
"Me and Gee, we were drunk. So drunk."
"Mikey...Last night..."
"Last night what?"
"We had sex last night Mikey, me and Frank. I'm so sorry." I look at Gerard, then Frank before turning and running.
They wont see me cry.
They don't deserve anything.
The guilt had been eating away at me all night and I'd told Gee about my thoughts on telling him.
"Why not? I can't take the guilt Gee."
"He'd go crazy Frankie, he'd be so upset, I don't know what stupid stuff he'd do."
"What do I do then!?"
"I don't know! Take it out on paper, I write poetry sometimes...What are we then? Me and you?"
"What do you mean?" I narrow my eyes.
"Well...last night, we had sex. What now?"
"We stay friends, Gee. I'm with Mikey, nothing else happens between us." He looks hurt but what does he expect!? Without saying anything else he turns and walks down the hall to his class, I don't need him to be like this about things, did he think something would happen? How fucking selfish if he did, Mikey's his brother!
I sigh and follow where Gee went.
(Mikey)
Frank hasn't spoken to me with out making an excuse since he was with Gerard, somethings going on, he's acting really strange. I'll find out why though, crack the puppy dog eyes and he's like modeling clay.
"Frank? Are you okay?" I wave a hand in front of his face, snapping him out of a daze. He sighs and nods, not looking me in the eyes and he looks like he's about to cry as I hold his hand. I let go quickly and walk away to find Ray.
I hear Frank sigh and Gerard says. "I'm so fucking sorry! It's all my fault Frankie." I stop and spin around on one heel to face them.
"What do you mean it's your fault!? What's your fault?"
Frank's eyes go wide and he glances at Gerard who furiously shakes his head. "Is this why you're being distant Frankie? What's going on? Tell me!"
"Nothings going on Mikey." I see you every day of my life, you're my brother. I know when you lie.
"Liar!"
"We need to tell him Gee." Frank's on the edge of tears and I wrap my arms around him as they spill over.
"What's going on!? What have you done?"
"What have we done?" He corrects me.
"Mikey, I'm so sorry...Oh God! Please, don't hate me. It was a mistake." Frank sobs.
"Frankie?" I whisper and pull away, glancing at them both.
"Me and Gee, we were drunk. So drunk."
"Mikey...Last night..."
"Last night what?"
"We had sex last night Mikey, me and Frank. I'm so sorry." I look at Gerard, then Frank before turning and running.
They wont see me cry.
They don't deserve anything.
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7/20/16