
Trapped inside me, longing for company of you
Alone
"Frankie! Please don't!" Gerard told me. but i've been her doctor for ten years.Since i was 18 and she was 15. Her name? Jaymee. And she's extremely pretty, with her neon green eyes and long black hair. She had schizophrenia and several other disorders. They told us to give up on her. Everyone but me did.
"Gerard!" i sighed. "I'm going to go see my patient." i said before leaving him there. I grabbed the pill bottle and walked to her room. I opened the door to find her shaking her head in her hands. her eyes wide. Muttering soft nothings.
"Jaymee" i whispered and her head shot up. She started smiling, calming down.
"F-f-frankie!" she smiledand stopped shaking, letting her hands fall into her lap. I sat down next to her, gave her her medicine and asked her about recent dreams.
"H-he was there again." she said in barely a whisper. I knew who he was. Leon... her Ex boyfriend who brought on most of her disorders and anxiety by abusing her. "H-he kept hitting me. T-th-threatining me. I-i was so scared." her lip was quivering. "T-then he...." he voice faltered and i knew what happened. "B-but something new happened. You, Frankie. You came in and stopped him before anything else happened." her eyes were shining with a hint of admiration. i smiled slightly. On more than one occasion durring every week, her first year, i was called in at night when she woke up screaming. Since then, I've came every night on my own accord. Just to check on her and help her more. She looked at me with her gorgeous green eyes. Cuz what else would she have looked at me with? Her blue hospital gown? i don't think that'd work.
"Well im glad i was able to help." i smiled cheekily.
"Gerard!" i sighed. "I'm going to go see my patient." i said before leaving him there. I grabbed the pill bottle and walked to her room. I opened the door to find her shaking her head in her hands. her eyes wide. Muttering soft nothings.
"Jaymee" i whispered and her head shot up. She started smiling, calming down.
"F-f-frankie!" she smiledand stopped shaking, letting her hands fall into her lap. I sat down next to her, gave her her medicine and asked her about recent dreams.
"H-he was there again." she said in barely a whisper. I knew who he was. Leon... her Ex boyfriend who brought on most of her disorders and anxiety by abusing her. "H-he kept hitting me. T-th-threatining me. I-i was so scared." her lip was quivering. "T-then he...." he voice faltered and i knew what happened. "B-but something new happened. You, Frankie. You came in and stopped him before anything else happened." her eyes were shining with a hint of admiration. i smiled slightly. On more than one occasion durring every week, her first year, i was called in at night when she woke up screaming. Since then, I've came every night on my own accord. Just to check on her and help her more. She looked at me with her gorgeous green eyes. Cuz what else would she have looked at me with? Her blue hospital gown? i don't think that'd work.
"Well im glad i was able to help." i smiled cheekily.
Notes
You're not in this aloneLet me break this awkward silence
Let me go
Go on record
Be the first to say I'm sorry
Hear me out
And if you take me down
Or would you lay me out
And if the world needs something better
Let's give them one more reason
Now
Now
Now
We walk in single file
We light our rails
And punch our time
Ride escalators colder than a cell
(Come on)
This broken city sky
Like butane on my skin
Stolen from my eyes
Hello Angel
Tell me where are you
Tell me where we go from here
This broken city sky
Like butane on my skin
Stolen from my eyes
Hello Angel
Tell me where are you
Tell me where we go from here
Tell me we go from
And in this moment we can't
Close the lids
On burning eyes
Our memories blanket us with
Friends we know
Like fallout vapors
Steel corpses stretch out towards an
Ending sun
Scorched and black
It reaches in and tears your
Flesh apart
As ice cold hands rip into your heart
That's if you've still got one that's left
Inside that cave you call a chest
And after seeing what we saw
Can we still reclaim our innocence
And if the world needs something better
Let's give them one more reason now
This broken city sky
Like butane on my skin
Stolen from my eyes
Hello Angel
Tell me where are you
Tell me where we go from here
This broken city sky
Like butane on my skin
Stolen from my eyes
Hello Angel
Tell me where are you
Tell me where we go from here
Tell me we go from here
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