Frank’s POV.

The next day I sat myself down on the concrete of the school car park whilst leant against the wall, my knees bent up so I could rest my arms on them, my phone in my hand. It was lunch, I really never ate at lunch, plus I needed to be away from everyone so I could text Gerard in peace.

‘So, where are you sir? ;) x’

‘Staffroom.. Though I’d much rather be with you right now ;) x’

‘Hm, I bet you would.. Can I see you tonight? X’ I replied, biting my lip. I really did want to see him. It was hard to see someone whilst you were pretending to hate them.

‘Not tonight.. I have plans but.. Come see me as soon as schools finished? I’ll be in my classroom x’

I sighed. I guessed he was gonna be having a night with Zack then. I knew Zack was his boyfriend and they had a right to spend time together but I couldn’t help but be jealous. In my eyes; Gerard was mine.

‘Sure.. See you then (: x’

‘See you later pretty xx’ He replied a moment later. I didn’t bother replying. I knew he was busy.. He was a teacher, of course he was busy.

“Heya.”

I looked up at the sound of Ray’s voice and smiled faintly, sliding my phone into my pocket. “Hey..”

“how come you’re sat here all on your own?” He asked whilst sitting himself next to me.

“Ray did you really just ask that?” I asked with a small laugh. “You know you’re my only friend around here.. Everyone else thinks I’m a loser.” I shrugged. Hey, it was the truth.. I was the gay-loser-emo-kid, apparently.

Ray just rolled his eyes. “What about Mr Way?”

I bit my lip, before shrugging. “What about him? He’s a twat.” I muttered, frowning. What a lie that was, but we couldn’t let Ray know what was happening.

“Oh.. What happened..?”

You did. “Uh, we just kept arguing about shit, it wasn’t working.. So we just.. Broke up.” I muttered with another shrug.

“Right..” Ray smiled, biting his lip. “Good.. He wasn’t good for you, it was illegal.. He shouldn’t have done it.”

“”For fucks sake Ray.. It’s not like we fucked.” I rolled my eyes again, looking down at the floor.

“You didn’t..?”

“No. I would have, but Gerard said no.. He said he wouldn’t sleep with me until I was eighteen.. And that’s in six fucking days.” I muttered, before biting my lip. Six days. I would be eighteen in six days.. And there would be no stopping us.

“Huh, well.. I guess we can go back to our normal selves now.” He grinned before leaning forward and pressing his lips against mine.

I froze at the feeling of Ray’s lips against mine. The feeling was so familiar. “No, Ray..” I whispered, pulling my lips away from his. “No we can’t..”

“Why not?” Ray sighed, looking a little hurt, and I knew why. But I didn’t feel the same. I had Gerard.. Ray just wasn’t allowed to know that.

“I just don’t wanna mess around anymore.. That’s it..”

“Then lets be together.”

“What?”

“You know..” Ray whispered, shuffling a little closer. “Me and you..” He whispered, kissing my cheek. “We could be together.. Properly..”

“Ray..” I sighed, turning my head to look at him. “You’re like my best friend.. I don’t.. I don’t feel that way about you babe.. I’m sorry, I just..”

“It’s fine.” Ray sighed before standing up. “I, uh.. Lunch will be over soon.” He breathed before turning and walking off back towards the main building. Fuck.

“Ray..” I groaned before looking down at my phone. ‘You were right about Ray liking me.. Shit ): x’

‘Language.. & I told you. Is everything okay? X’ Gerard replied a minute later.

‘He made a move so I told him I didn’t feel the same.. He’s not happy. X’

‘Give him some time to calm down, anyway, class time. See you late x’

***

I went through the last few classes without speaking to Ray. I tried speaking to him but he just ignored me, so there was nothing more I could to until he gave in, right?

I received the worlds most amazing blowjob during the twenty minutes I spent with Gerard after school in his class. It was usually longer than twenty minutes but he’d said something about having to be somewhere. Ugh, Zack was such a nuisance.

I sent Gee a couple of texts that night, and got no reply from him. What the hell? Okay, i knew he was with Zack but he’d always managed to reply back to me. Oh god, what if something had happened to him? What if he was hurt? I let my mind spin with horrible situations before I finally gave into sleep.

Though the next day at school, things just got worse. Gerard was in, thankfully, but he was ignoring me, like.. Really ignoring me, even when Ray wasn’t around. He just told me to go to my next class whenever I tried to speak, as if I were any other student.. And admittedly it was hurting, and worrying me a hell of a lot.

I had to do something.

“Okay.” I muttered, closing the door of the class behind me. School was over, and Gerard was sat at his desk, marking papers. “What have I done wrong? Why are you ignoring me? Why didn’t you answer my texts?”

Gerard looked up at me with a small sigh, placing his red pen down. “It was mine and Zack’s third anniversary of being together yesterday..”

Ugh. “Oh, well.. Congratu-“

“He asked me to marry him.”