Forbidden Frerard
Ray
Frank's POV.
The next morning I got up and had a quick shower, I needed it. The kiss had been playing on my mind all night and had interfered with my dreams and well.. I woke up a little sticky.
***
“So.. What was it you have to tell me?” Ray asked, folding his arms over his chest as he walked through the local park. It was a nice place.. We went there a lot.
“Ah..” I said with a small laugh. “Yeah I uh.. Kissed someone..” I began.
Ray instantly frowned though hid it soon enough. “Oh.. Who?”
“A guy.”
“No shit.” Ray muttered. I frowned, did he sound jealous?
“Okay.” I sighed, turning to look at him. “You promise not to say a word to anyone?”
“Yeah, I promise..”
“Good.” I took a deep breath, smiling to myself as my cheeks turned a light pink colour. “It’s Gerard.. Y’know.. Mr Way.”
Ray’s eyes widened, and I instantly knew then he wouldn’t take it well. “Mr Way?! What the fuck Frank?! Do you realise how fucking stupid that is?!”
I sighed. “Ray, calm the fuck down.” I frowned. Great. “Look, it’s fine.. we know it’s wrong but.. Fuck, it felt so right..” I whispered, smiling, but Ray just continued to frown at me. “Ray!” I groaned. “Have you seen how gorgeous the guy is?”
“Yes.”
“Well then! Look I don’t even know what’s happening, but.. Please just don’t say anything.. This could be like, the start of something really fucking amazing.”
“Frank..” Ray sighed. “You’re a student.. He’s a teacher.. Do you know what would happen to him if anyone found out about this?”
“I know, but..-“
“No. This is stupid.” Ray sighed, folding his arms over his chest again. “Why should I stay quiet huh? You’re a fucking kid, he shouldn’t be doing this with you!”
“For fucks sake Ray, I’m seventeen, it’s not like I can’t make my own decisions!” I frowned. “Why can’t you just be happy for me?! You know I’ve had a crush on him since the first fucking day!”
“But he’s a teacher, it’s wrong!”
“For fucks sake I thought you’d at least support me, you’re my mate, Ray.. Why would you tell?” I muttered, running a hand through my hair.
“I told you.. It’s wrong. Can’t you see it’s wrong? He’s a teacher, he could lose his job and everything if anyone caught him, though to be honest I think he deserves to lose his fucking job.” He muttered, shaking his head.
I just stared at him for a moment. “Fuck you Ray.” I whispered before turning and taking a deep breath as I walked out of the park, heading home. Shit. I couldn’t believe this.. What if Ray really did tell on us?
***
Once home; I walked up the stairs and slammed my bedroom door. I had to talk to Gerard.. I had to, but.. How?! I thought for a moment, before grabbing my laptop and loading it up. “Please work..” I whispered to myself as I went onto Facebook and did a search for ‘Gerard Way’ After looking through a few profiles I finally found him. God, his profile picture was hot.
I quickly added him as a friend and sighed. I just had to wait now.
I spent the next couple of hours watching tv, playing random little tunes on my guitar and checking my emails, until I got the email saying Gerard had accepted my friend request. Finally!
I took a deep breath and sat on my bed, my laptop in front of me. ‘Hey..’ I typed into chat, my heart pounding.
‘Hey pretty’ He replied, making my heart skip a beat.
‘Had a good day?’
‘Yeah, been a bit boring.. Just got better though. (: you?’
I giggled. ‘My day’s perfect now.. I really wanted to see you today ):’
‘So did I.. We can see each other tomorrow?’
I bit my lip, thinking for a second. ‘Can I come to yours?’
I waited for a few minutes for the reply. I wasn’t sure why, but I was beginning to regret asking him until I got his reply.
‘Sure, Zack’s at work all day so.. See you at 12? You remember where I live?’
‘Yeah I remember.. Sounds good (:’
‘I keep thinking about that kiss..’
I bit my lip. He’d been thinking about it too? I hated to admit it, but that made butterflies flutter around my stomach. ‘Yeah? Good things?’
We spoke for quite a few hours, and swapped numbers, before things started to get a little heated.
‘Really? I’d love that.. ;)’ I replied, biting my lip with a soft giggle.
‘I really wish you were here.. Zack’s fast asleep and all I can think about is you ):’
I couldn’t help but blush at that. ‘I wish I was there too.. Just to feel your lips against mine again..’
‘My hands running over your body..’
I shivered at the thought. ‘How far could we go..?’ I really wanted to know. I was so excited at the thought of being alone with him for a whole day. Oh god, the things we could do..
‘Quite far.. I don’t think we should sleep together though.. Not yet.’
Not yet. So he did want to? Just.. Not yet. ‘So anything but sleeping together.. I’m sure I could think of a few things to do ;)’
‘Oh I’m sure you could.” He replied. ‘Are you a virgin?’
I bit my lip. Oh god. Did he want me to be? Fuck, what if he did?! ‘Um.. Not exactly, no.. Is that a problem?’
‘No, no of course it’s not.. It makes things easier actually. (:’’
I breathed a small sigh of relief. ‘Thank fuck for that.. So, I’ll see you tomorrow, yeah?’
‘Definitely.. ;)’
‘Good. I have to get some sleep, you should too.. See you tomorrow, sir ;) x’
‘Night Frankie ;) x’
I sighed happily and signed out of chat before shutting my laptop down and tugging my shirt and jeans off. I really couldn’t wait for tomorrow now.
I flicked the light off and cuddled into my pillow, letting my eyes slowly close over. I knew what I was going to dream about that night.
The next morning I got up and had a quick shower, I needed it. The kiss had been playing on my mind all night and had interfered with my dreams and well.. I woke up a little sticky.
***
“So.. What was it you have to tell me?” Ray asked, folding his arms over his chest as he walked through the local park. It was a nice place.. We went there a lot.
“Ah..” I said with a small laugh. “Yeah I uh.. Kissed someone..” I began.
Ray instantly frowned though hid it soon enough. “Oh.. Who?”
“A guy.”
“No shit.” Ray muttered. I frowned, did he sound jealous?
“Okay.” I sighed, turning to look at him. “You promise not to say a word to anyone?”
“Yeah, I promise..”
“Good.” I took a deep breath, smiling to myself as my cheeks turned a light pink colour. “It’s Gerard.. Y’know.. Mr Way.”
Ray’s eyes widened, and I instantly knew then he wouldn’t take it well. “Mr Way?! What the fuck Frank?! Do you realise how fucking stupid that is?!”
I sighed. “Ray, calm the fuck down.” I frowned. Great. “Look, it’s fine.. we know it’s wrong but.. Fuck, it felt so right..” I whispered, smiling, but Ray just continued to frown at me. “Ray!” I groaned. “Have you seen how gorgeous the guy is?”
“Yes.”
“Well then! Look I don’t even know what’s happening, but.. Please just don’t say anything.. This could be like, the start of something really fucking amazing.”
“Frank..” Ray sighed. “You’re a student.. He’s a teacher.. Do you know what would happen to him if anyone found out about this?”
“I know, but..-“
“No. This is stupid.” Ray sighed, folding his arms over his chest again. “Why should I stay quiet huh? You’re a fucking kid, he shouldn’t be doing this with you!”
“For fucks sake Ray, I’m seventeen, it’s not like I can’t make my own decisions!” I frowned. “Why can’t you just be happy for me?! You know I’ve had a crush on him since the first fucking day!”
“But he’s a teacher, it’s wrong!”
“For fucks sake I thought you’d at least support me, you’re my mate, Ray.. Why would you tell?” I muttered, running a hand through my hair.
“I told you.. It’s wrong. Can’t you see it’s wrong? He’s a teacher, he could lose his job and everything if anyone caught him, though to be honest I think he deserves to lose his fucking job.” He muttered, shaking his head.
I just stared at him for a moment. “Fuck you Ray.” I whispered before turning and taking a deep breath as I walked out of the park, heading home. Shit. I couldn’t believe this.. What if Ray really did tell on us?
***
Once home; I walked up the stairs and slammed my bedroom door. I had to talk to Gerard.. I had to, but.. How?! I thought for a moment, before grabbing my laptop and loading it up. “Please work..” I whispered to myself as I went onto Facebook and did a search for ‘Gerard Way’ After looking through a few profiles I finally found him. God, his profile picture was hot.
I quickly added him as a friend and sighed. I just had to wait now.
I spent the next couple of hours watching tv, playing random little tunes on my guitar and checking my emails, until I got the email saying Gerard had accepted my friend request. Finally!
I took a deep breath and sat on my bed, my laptop in front of me. ‘Hey..’ I typed into chat, my heart pounding.
‘Hey pretty’ He replied, making my heart skip a beat.
‘Had a good day?’
‘Yeah, been a bit boring.. Just got better though. (: you?’
I giggled. ‘My day’s perfect now.. I really wanted to see you today ):’
‘So did I.. We can see each other tomorrow?’
I bit my lip, thinking for a second. ‘Can I come to yours?’
I waited for a few minutes for the reply. I wasn’t sure why, but I was beginning to regret asking him until I got his reply.
‘Sure, Zack’s at work all day so.. See you at 12? You remember where I live?’
‘Yeah I remember.. Sounds good (:’
‘I keep thinking about that kiss..’
I bit my lip. He’d been thinking about it too? I hated to admit it, but that made butterflies flutter around my stomach. ‘Yeah? Good things?’
We spoke for quite a few hours, and swapped numbers, before things started to get a little heated.
‘Really? I’d love that.. ;)’ I replied, biting my lip with a soft giggle.
‘I really wish you were here.. Zack’s fast asleep and all I can think about is you ):’
I couldn’t help but blush at that. ‘I wish I was there too.. Just to feel your lips against mine again..’
‘My hands running over your body..’
I shivered at the thought. ‘How far could we go..?’ I really wanted to know. I was so excited at the thought of being alone with him for a whole day. Oh god, the things we could do..
‘Quite far.. I don’t think we should sleep together though.. Not yet.’
Not yet. So he did want to? Just.. Not yet. ‘So anything but sleeping together.. I’m sure I could think of a few things to do ;)’
‘Oh I’m sure you could.” He replied. ‘Are you a virgin?’
I bit my lip. Oh god. Did he want me to be? Fuck, what if he did?! ‘Um.. Not exactly, no.. Is that a problem?’
‘No, no of course it’s not.. It makes things easier actually. (:’’
I breathed a small sigh of relief. ‘Thank fuck for that.. So, I’ll see you tomorrow, yeah?’
‘Definitely.. ;)’
‘Good. I have to get some sleep, you should too.. See you tomorrow, sir ;) x’
‘Night Frankie ;) x’
I sighed happily and signed out of chat before shutting my laptop down and tugging my shirt and jeans off. I really couldn’t wait for tomorrow now.
I flicked the light off and cuddled into my pillow, letting my eyes slowly close over. I knew what I was going to dream about that night.
Finished at 4:20 am but it was worth it!!!!!!! AWESOME
7/23/14