Mikeys POV we were kissing. A moment of sheer ecstasy and it felt like there was only us two in the world. I wasn't kissing her out if pity I wasn't doing it out of spite, I was doing it out of love and out of care. Our mouths were interlocking as my mind went into a mad frenzy, I was thinking up all this amazing shit, and then my mind skipped to the future and then to the present. I'm kissing Robyn and she's kissing back and it's amazing but I can feel it but I'm screaming in my head. crawling in my skin, this was mad, I loved her but something didn't feel right, 'oh shit' is all I can think. My heart rate quickened and I felt anxiety hit. Still kissing, I feel my chest tighten up, my mind came to a holt and I just started to shut down. Panicking as Robyn kissed me, as she cuddled into me.she pulled away.'mikes what's wrong?' I didn't reply. Every thing around me became more sh
arper, ever little thing I could see was irritating- everything was enough to cause scare. "Mikey?" Robyn shuck me. But I carried on. Loosing breath.

I was left alone, i could hear the faint stomp of feet coming down the stairs.

"mikes?" it was Gerard "calm down,whats up?" i started to cry. i was scared but i didnt know what of though. "i-i-i dont even know!" i burst out. "panic attack" i heard Gerard tell Robyn. i slapped myself in anger "sort yourself out mikey!" i screamed. Fuck. i was talking to myself now i seemed crazy.

"or a breakdown?" Robyn quizzed. i'd been here before, i was given medication and i was told i would get better.

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Robyns POV

"we kissed and he just went into a complete panic, whats that about?" i didnt have a clue what had happened to him
"mikeys been unwell before we just have to deal with it, no one knows what triggers it, nobodies got a clue".

Notes

a really short chapter i know, but im thinking up ideas and i didnt want to not post for ages. comment and ideas or anything it would be a help X