i came home to a quiet house, an unlocked door, and a sick trailed mess the lead to my brother. i went up to my room and took my shoes off and put my stuff away- neatly, i couldnt deal with mess, because mess messed with my head. "Jay get up" i got no responce. i shrugged it was just like usually. i made my way to the kitchen and gathered a heap of food; junk food. "jay for fuck sake you usless peice of shit get up!" i demanded and again i was ignored. i kicked him in his side, sick filtered through the crack between his lips. I began to cry "come on Jay im sick of the same bullshit everyday, give me a break please" in a mad rush of panic i pulled Jay up into a sitting position and stuck my fingers down his throat making him gag and through up, coughing and spluttering upon his lap, he looks up to me tears rolling from his eyes "im sorry, help me please" he pleaded. there wasnt much i could do, i couldnt stop he going to a bar and getting wasted, i couldnt stop him spending his wages on cocaine. I went through his pockets, searching for drugs, ciggeretes and any money he had. still crying i retrieved a bag of cocaine and $53, which i would take to my room and put in the safe; this got us food, it got us what we needed to survive. i took the cocaine to the sink, "dont do that" i ignored him and continued, i opended the bag a started to pour the bag down the sink. i was imediatly throttled being dragged away from the sink. "jay stop it y-you dont know what your doing, Jay your hurting me!" i gasped. he dragged me into the living room and shoved me onto the couch, "i need that you bitch" and with that he punched me, and he kept puching me, beating me senseless, the room spun, i just closed my eyes in hope he'd stop, but he carried on, but with each punch becoming weaker untill he stopped and fell on top of me. he cuddled into me and i attempted to pull away, "robyn im sorry forgive me, im sorry" i ran into the bathroom and i looked at my slowly bruised face and wiped the blood from my skin, i walked out into the hall way, my brother had left by the looked of things. there was a knock at the door and opened it to find Mikey stood there "hey!, Woah what happened to your face?" what was i supposed to say? this was just another dose of bad rain, id make up some shit, he'd believe me right?

Notes

kinda a filler chapter sorry, feedback please