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Rock and Roll Ruined My Life

Awake

Rock And Roll Ruined My Life- Chapter 10- Awake

Juliet’s POV

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Wednesday:

Beep……Beep…… Beep…… Beep……Beep……Beep……Beep……Beep……

I heard the intro to ‘The End’ repeating over and over in my brain.
‘Geez that’s getting annoying,’ I thought to myself. ‘Wait. Why are my eyes closed? Where am I? Is this a dream?’ I sighed but winced. ‘Shit. Did I get beat up by someone? Oh my God I’m just going to put myself out of misery and open my eyes.’

It took a lot of effort, but finally my eyelids opened and a blinding light met my eyes. I shut them and tried to cover them with my hands but something was holding my arms down. I opened my eyes more slowly this time. I was in a small green room with chairs lining the back walls. ‘This isn’t my bedroom,’ I thought to myself.

I continued to look around the room and suddenly I noticed someone sitting in one of the chairs in the corner. It was a lady with pale skin and dark hair. It looked like she had been there for a while. Her eyes were closed and she was asleep.

‘I don’t think I’m gunna’ bother her right now…’ I concluded taking in her appearance. She had on all black and there were some tattoos on her arm and stuff. She didn’t really look like she was in a bad mood, but still I wouldn’t want to be the one to wake her up. She looked strangely familiar. Where I had seen her before I didn’t remember. Finally, I decided to look down and see what was holding my hands down.

I gasped, well, I tried to but something was blocking my throat. I reached a hand up to my mouth and felt a tube extending from my lips. I tried moving my tongue around to see where exactly this tube went. I almost gagged. The tube went down my throat. “Cwap,” I barely whispered. My voice box felt so…so… unused.

‘Where the heck am I? How did I get here?’ I felt tears begin to form in my eyes as my breathing picked up. Suddenly, I heard the beeping noises from before pick up with my hyperventilating. I looked around to see a heart monitor not too far away from my bed and there was an IV hooked up to my arm along with many other needles.

This time I screamed. I screamed a loud, horrible, croaky, terrified scream.

Immediately, the lady in the corner woke up -screaming a bit herself- then rushed over to me. At the same time a doctor and a nurse ran into my room as well.

I remembered everything: They were gone and I was in a hospital. They were gone, and I didn’t know where Sarah was. They were gone, and I needed the guys. They were gone, and I just died on the inside.

“Please try to calm down sweety,” The nurse said trying to soothe me.

“Can you tell us what happened here?” The doctor asked the lady in an unapproving, skeptical tone.
“I was just sitting in that chair right over there, and then she started screaming. I don’t know why.”
“Do you think she knows who you are and that is why she’s screaming?” The doctor asked her. The lady shook her head,
“No I highly doubt that that’s what happened.”
“Ok, thank you.” I felt all of them watching me.

I couldn’t stop crying. I couldn’t get enough air. I couldn’t wrap my mind around what my life had become. Nothing would be the same again. I would never be the same. My life was torn apart. It felt like my life was smashed into the ground by hate and spit back out by reality. I forced my arms up tearing all of the needles out and wrapped them around my aching torso. I needed to hold myself together but I couldn’t anymore. I figured the only way to fix myself was to shut down. And so I did.

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The doctors ran tests on me for hours.

They took the feeding tube out of my throat.

People from school came to visit me and bring me homework.

A nurse brought me some food.

The lady sat in the corner on her phone, never leaving the room.

People came to observe me.

I cried silent tears. Wishing to escape from the voices I heard in my brain.

And then, the combination of people that came into my room next made my heart skip a beat. A combination that really should have never been combined: My family and My Chemical Romance.

Comments

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MyChemFREAK MyChemFREAK
2/7/15

Please keep writing it cant end here I've spent two days reading this, PLEASE I need to know what happedns.

McRbAnDfReAk McRbAnDfReAk
10/21/14

NOOO! This can't be the end! Please keep writing, you're amazing at it!!!

AShotToRemember AShotToRemember
4/27/14

At some point I do believe fall out boy should make an appearance