((I felt scared,Terrified actually,I didn't know what's going to happen with my mother,I loved her I didn't want her to get hurt,I'm insane..Let's face it I tried to murder my dad,it's has been three days now and Gerard didn't mention anything,instead whenever I ask him about it,He sighs and says he's working on it)) I wrote in my diary,It was like my sanctuary,my emotional hide out.

"May,you're doctor Gerard Way wants you at his office" a nurse called.

"Okay,I'll be right there" I replied.

For some reason I felt safe,I knew he did something about my dilemma,I knew everything is going to be fine.
When I walked to his office,I took a deep breath and went in,Suddenly my heart was filled with joy it was my mother,right in front of my eyes,she was here,I felt tears streaming down my face.

"Mom,I missed you so much are you okay?" I cried hugging my mother.

"I am" She sighed.

"What?"

"It's you're dad" She stated.

"What about him?" I turned away.

"He's dead"

Dead my dad is dead! I never pictured this in my mind,I didn't know how to feel,Honestly I felt nothing, emptiness was the thing I knew I felt,My mom soon explained that he had died yesterday due to a severe heart attack that took away he's life and Gerard was trying to comfort me by telling me it wasn't my fault,I talked to my mom for a bit then she had to go,they didn't let her stay longer through Gerard many efforts.

"I know you feel confused now" Gerard spoke after my mom left.

"I am actually I dont know,Is it wrong to feel nothing? I can't believe he's dead,that was the last thing I expected" I stated.

"Just go and have a rest,Til you process all this,when you're ready come and talk to me okay?"

"Thank you Gerard." I left.

Notes

I'm sorry for taking such a looooooong time updating but this story brings me horrible feelings but I'm working on updating it soon,maybe once a week