After i finished my session,i said goodbye to Gerard and went to see Frank. "So,How was it?" Frank smiled. "Good" I sighed. "What's wrong?" "Nothing" "No,Tell me,Something is not right" "Ahh,My dad is getting out of the hospital in the next two days" I heavily sighed. "Oh,How do you feel?" "Scared" "Dont worry,It's gonna be alright" He smiled and hugged me. "I'm just afraid he hurts my mother again" i cried into his chest. "Don't cry May,I dont want to see your tears" He wiped my tears away. "May,are you alright?" Gerard walked over to us. "I-I'm fine" I sobbed. "Mind seeing me in about five minutes?" He sat beside me and smiled. "Okay" i slowly nodded then he left. "He's going to help you,dont worry" Frank smiled. "I know,i just dont like talking about it" "Just dont cry okay? Now you better get going" He smiled and kissed my head. I nodded then i got up and left,then i stopped for a second then walked towards Frank,I kissed his cheek and whispered Thank you then walked away. I know,what was i thinking? I dont like Frank like more than a friend,I've just known him since two weeks and he probably dont like me more than a friend either,I'm sure he's gonna think it's just a friendly thing,All those thoughts faded away when i entered Gerard's office. "So,Want to tell me what's wrong?" Gerard raised his eyebrows. "I'm not sure,I'm afraid" i muttered. "Afraid of what?" "My dad,he's coming out of the hospital in the next two days" "I see" He looked thoughtfull. "I'm just afraid he'd hurt my mother again,Because he wants to make me pay for what i did" I cried. "Oh May,Dont cry it's going to be fine" He held my hand. "What if he did something bad to her? it's all going to be my fault" "None of this is your fault,you were angry and when your angry you cant control your actions" "I dont know what to do,I'm lost" i sobbed. "Look,I'm gonna try my best into this okay? Just dont worry" "Okay" i sobbed then i got up. "Dont worry" He hugged me. "Thank you Gerard" I left. (( i knew i couldn't take Gerard's advice to calm down and not worry about it,my dad is insane enough to do anything he wants,well i guess turns out he's not the only insane person in the family 'your not insane,your just angry' I remembered Gerard words,Yeah maybe i wasn't insane i dont walk around and bang people on their heads,or scream for no reason,I'm not insane right?,I have flashbacks of that day,everytime i close my eyes,he hunts me,i can still feel his hands on my body when he hits me,first it hurts for a micro second then you dont feel anything after a couple of seconds i feel pain,i've got used to that pain,it fades fast and you dont feel anything anymore,you just see the red marks on your body,it makes me cry,i just dont know what to do,Gerard said he's gonna do something,whatever he does,i hope it works ))

Notes

im sorry if this chapter makes you uncomfortable i hate this chapter actually