I walked around the 'mad house' as i like to call it,it was big with white walls,a nurse came and took me to my room,my room was fine,all white as well,there was a bed at the center of the room,and a small lamp beside it,i walked around then i saw a small notebook on the coffee table,it was small and black and had a lock also,i saw the key hanging from a bracelet next to the small notebook,i put the key inside the lock and opened it,i found a paper inside:
Dear May:
I got you this notebook,that you can write what happens with you,it's like a small diary,i ask you to keep this notebook and write whatever you want in it,it's all yours,no one but you have the key,Promise :)
Your doctor... Gerard Way.
a notebook? why?" i whisper to myself. i shall start writing in it at night then. i wore the bracelet with the key and went to change,my mom or someone...dropped off all of my cloth,i open the big black suit case,i look around,i take out a black pants and my misfits hoodie,i wore them then i got out of my room,not sure if i could though,but I'm new,so what the hell?,i head to what they call 'garden' and as soon as i got out i took a deep breath,i sighed then i looked around,i saw a girl who was talking to....a tree? i guess,i walked around slowly,then i saw at the cornor a boy who looked about my age,sitting on a bench and watching people,he was wearing a misfit hoodie too,i blushed then he saw me too,he looked thoughtfull,i locked my gaze with his,then he turned around and lookes at the another way, "well done! you freaked him out,now he thinks your a creep" i think to myself,"not like all of those people aren't creeps too" i chuckled loudly,the boy turned to me again "yo! misfit girl,what are you laughing about?" he yelled, my face turned red,everyone was looking at me,he got up and walked towards me,"sorry about that" he chuckled, "he's cute" i think to myself "oh shut up,he's probably just another creep" my cheeks burn ,"Hey!" he snapped me out of my mind, i shook my head quick "yeah,sorry just....i...um...got..distracted" i muttered. "want to sit with me?" he smiled. "well,okay" i nodded. "so I'm Frank,Iero,and you?" he said playing with a plant. "I'm May Roberts" i smiled softly. "Nice to meet you May,so why are you here?you don't look crazy" he chuckled softly. Should i tell him i tried to kill my father?what if i freaked him out?,what if he didn't speak to me again?come on you fucking chicken,your in a mental hospital,he's probably more fucked up than me. "if i told you,i might freak you out...Frank" i muttered. "i love creepy,tell me" he smiled. Can you tell someone you just met your story?well can you? "i tried to kill my dad" i spoke fast. "whoaa,no shit? he's dead now?" he looked suprised. "no,i said i tried" i looked at my lap. "oh" he said in concern.. "so,and you why are you here?" "they said i have a serious depression" "well,you don't look sick to me" i smiled. "and you don't look like a serial killier" he chuckled. He looks so cute when he laughs. "jerk!" i said sarcastically. "and how old are you exactly?" he smiled sarcastically. "17,and you?" "18,you don't look 17 though" "why is that?" "your too small,physically" he muttered. "and your too short for an 18 year old" i laughed and punched him playfully. Damn it! yes i looked small for a 17 year old girl,i've always thought i grow slowly,that's why no boy ever liked me. "who's your doctor?" he looked thoughtfull. "Gerard Way" "that Way,was a creep like us" he laughed. "why?" "he was my doctor,he told me he did self-harm" "he told me that too" "so,you do,do self-harm" "yes,if it makes you happy" i turned away. "look" he rolled up his sleeves and i saw scars all over his right wrist,new and old. "wow,that's..." i couldn't finish my sentence because i was amazed by how deep some of them were. "okay,enough looking for now" he pulled his arm back . he took my hand and rolled up my wrists like he knew i did self-harm too, "Just like i expected" he raised his eyebrows, "your going to stop at some point,that Gerard guy,listen to him" he winked at me.