
Common People
Be Afraid Of Who I am
i woke up up on the sound of people fighting,i realized they were my parents fighting, I got up and ran to the kitchen where my dad started hitting my mom,I grabed his hands,and I was trying to separate them,my sister started crying, so I did. "leave her alone are you mad?" I yelled at him,then grabbed me by the hair and knocked me down on the floor,he pulled my hair and banged my head to the door,i didn't feel anything,i got used to the pain at some point,he left me on the floor and went for my sister he was like a monster who is fighting for food,i took about two seconds till i was able to stand up,i stood up,and i was crying my eyes out i grabbed him by his shoulder and pulled him away,i told my mom to go inside and take my sister,it was only me and him. "are you fucking crazy?what kind of dad who would do that?" i yelled. "you fucking pieace of shit,you and your mother" he yelled back. he tried to hit me again but i managed to push him off me,then he went and got an electric chord and head inside,me and my sister tried to push him out,but he managed to hit my mom with the electric chord,i took the electric chord from him then pused him out of the room. "I'm going to fucking murder that motherfucker i swear to god,i swear to god" i yelled. "calm down honey,he's mad,calm down" my mom said trying to comfort me. "I'm not !! I'm going to murder him,i will ,i will get my revenge" That day,i felt angry,really angry i could kill a guy,i let go and told my mom everything. "i fucking hate that shit,I'm going to murder him,because of him,i fucking cut myself,look at my wrists! look? i wont let him hurt us anymore,i'll fucking show him who i am" i yelled and left the room and my mom tried to hold me back. "listen you fucking little shit,i wont let you hurt any of us anymore" i yelled as loud as i can. "your not fucking allowed to talk to me anymore,your my fucking daughter ,you support me not your fucking mother" "dont you dare saying that about my mother,she's better than you,and guess what i dont wanna be your daughter anymore,be afraid of who i am" he grabbed me by the hair but i kicked his balls and he was hurting really bad which made me feel a bit better. i went to the bathroom after he left and sat on the balcony,i washed my face and looked at the mirror,i made an evil smirk,and i went to bed,my mom went to sleep crying,i came close to her and whispered "i'll never let him hurt us again,no matter the cost" . thoughts were running in my head,i knew i'm not sane,but he will get what he deserve. i went to the kitchen and opened the cabinet which contains knifes,i got to the bigger one,the one we use to cut meat,i looked at it for a second and smiled,i was ready ,i was not afraid,i knew what i was about to do might change my whole life,i didnt care,i did it for our sake,i sneaked to his room,he was snoring,i stood infront of his bed and i whispered to myself "enjoy your last breath,dad" and i raised my knife and shoved it into his guts fast,i barely can see anything but i heard him scream in pain,i yelled "do you like the pain now?" i got out of his room and dropped the knife,i saw my mom running towards me and when she saw the knife covered with blood she gaspe “what have you done?" she couldn't talk,"revenge,just the way i like it" i smirked,i fell on the floor and fainted,the next thing,i was at a big white room.
11/30/13