So Long & Goodnight
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Mikey's P.O.V
I remember when I was 11 and Gerard was 13, mom sent him away to a special school. She told me that he was very sick and needed help. At the time I didn't realise that he ws mentally sick. It was hard, not having a brother to share everything with. I missed him a lot.
When I was about 14 and Gerard would have been 16, the school called and told mom that he was not getting better. That they would have to put him down, so then that way, he would no longer be a threat. My mom, thankfully, was 100% against the idea for Gerard was, after all, still human. So mom and I drove hours to the school and we took Gerard home, and I remember promising myself that I would make him better.
The first year was good. Gerard seemed to be getting better and everyone was happy. It wasn't until the second year that we saw what the school was talking about. Gerard started talking to himself on a daily basis, telling me or mom that he could see all these people that no one else could see. He would get mad when we'd tell him that we couldn't see them. He hated being called insane, claming that we were the insane ones. But I still loved Gerard.
Now, I'm 17 and Gerard's 19. He's getting worse, but not just being different, but he has some depression due to no one believing him. Ms. Audrey declared him bipolar and depressed a while back, and chamged his medication; it doesn't seem to be working. But I still love him. Is there anything wrong with that?
Pressing my back against the wooden door of the bathroom I realise that I'm crying. I promised to make him better. I was supposed to be the one to save him. I am the reason that he's getting even worse. What did I do wrong? I wipe my eyes and hug my knees close to my body, right up against my chest. Maybe, I am the crazy one, thinking that I can save him. Maybe, Gerard's not the monster...maybe I am...
I remember when I was 11 and Gerard was 13, mom sent him away to a special school. She told me that he was very sick and needed help. At the time I didn't realise that he ws mentally sick. It was hard, not having a brother to share everything with. I missed him a lot.
When I was about 14 and Gerard would have been 16, the school called and told mom that he was not getting better. That they would have to put him down, so then that way, he would no longer be a threat. My mom, thankfully, was 100% against the idea for Gerard was, after all, still human. So mom and I drove hours to the school and we took Gerard home, and I remember promising myself that I would make him better.
The first year was good. Gerard seemed to be getting better and everyone was happy. It wasn't until the second year that we saw what the school was talking about. Gerard started talking to himself on a daily basis, telling me or mom that he could see all these people that no one else could see. He would get mad when we'd tell him that we couldn't see them. He hated being called insane, claming that we were the insane ones. But I still loved Gerard.
Now, I'm 17 and Gerard's 19. He's getting worse, but not just being different, but he has some depression due to no one believing him. Ms. Audrey declared him bipolar and depressed a while back, and chamged his medication; it doesn't seem to be working. But I still love him. Is there anything wrong with that?
Pressing my back against the wooden door of the bathroom I realise that I'm crying. I promised to make him better. I was supposed to be the one to save him. I am the reason that he's getting even worse. What did I do wrong? I wipe my eyes and hug my knees close to my body, right up against my chest. Maybe, I am the crazy one, thinking that I can save him. Maybe, Gerard's not the monster...maybe I am...
Notes
HEY GUYS!So, I realize that this chapter is a bit short, but the next one will be longer. So my question for you is:
Q. What is your top 3 favorite MCR songs? And yes, you can only pick 3.
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Blink 182 and Green Day as opener and MCR as main in an epic getting-back-together concert!!!!!!
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