I sit alone in the waiting room. Not that I didn't have someone to sit with, I sent Mikey away. Did I feel bad? No. Okay, maybe a little bit. I sigh and run my hands through my knotted hair. A door to my left opens quietly and a pair of heels click-clack there way over to me.
"Gerard?" I hear a voice ask.
I don't dare look up. It's my psychyatrist Ms. Audrey of course.
"I haven't seen you here for a while." she states, her voice dripping with false caring.
"Well it was a great 'while' while it lasted." I mutter under my breath.
"Come again?" she asks.
I wanted to slap her, but it wouldn't be a good idea, now would it. I look around anywhere but at Ms. Audrey. To be honest I don't know what I was looking for. Kellin never follows me to the psychyatrist. I think this place scared him, suprise suprise. The place looked like some dungeon.
"Well Gerard, where is your brother?"
"In the car."
"Speak up."
"In the fucking car."
Ms. Audrey sighs, "Gerard, let's not act up okay?"
"Gerard let's not act up!" I mimick.
I know it's childish but I couldn't help it. Ms Audrey kept a collected look as she frowned slightly.
"Well, let's go then Gerard."
"No." I pout, standing my ground.
"Gerard." Ms. Audrey warns.
"Audrey." I warn back.
If I was going in, I wasn't going in without a fight.
"Gerard, will you just cooperate?"
"Ms. Audrey, if I may, I hate these meetings and I want to go home." I state.
"I only wish to help you, maybe even fix you."
"You can't fix what isn't broken." I say.
At this point I thought I could see steam pouring out of Ms Audrey's ears. She was clearly pissed, and I amused.
Hello Gerard.
"What are you doing here? You never come in." I whisper frantically.
Go into the fucking room Gerard, stop acting like a fucking baby!
"No!" I practically shout.
"Gerard? Is he bothering you?" there goes the fake concern again.
"No." I lie.
"C'mon Gerard." Ms. Audrey beckons.
Yes, 'c'mon Gerard.
Well, at least I can't say that I didn't try.