
I'm NOT OK! I PROMISE!!!!
thunder lightning very very frigntning (ididntspellthatright)
"God i love that movie!" i smiled at Gerard who smiled back. His eyes were glazed with sleep and he was fighting the urge to yawn and pass out. I jumpped onto the floor and told him to sleep. the nodded thankfully and passed out. Suddenly thunder sounded and i jumped five feet in the air. from a sitting position. did i mention i was screaming? Damn gerard can sleep through anything. I fell asleep a few minutes later, only to wake up with a start as thunder sounded again. i whimper, the realixe im on an air matress. with a blanket draped over me. it must have been Gerard's mom's doing. She's really nice. i whimper and curl up in a ball under the covers. Tears streaked down the side og my face, frrom my eyes to my right ear. I felt the blankets move, someone slip in under them and arms wrap around me. i looked over and saw Gerard holding me.
"Gee?" i whispered. he nodded and shhed me.
"Its ok," he soothed, god. as i breathed in i smelled him. utterly amazing. DAMMIT FRANK! NO! besides, i like Kira. i couldn't be feeling this way. facepalming. Way? really... did i seriously say that in my brain? ironic. soon i heard his soft snoring and dozed off myself. I awoke to the flash of a camera.
"MIKEY I SWEAR I WILL KILL YOU!" i heard Gerard yell as he jumped up and started chasing Mikey around. I giggled, and my phone went off.
Kira: Hey Frankie boy, where are you... i figured we could hang out.
Frnk: Oi sorry could we hang out tomarrow, im at Gerards.
Kira: WHAT?! your at that selfish jerks house? WTF BRO!
Frnk:...
Kira: NO F***ING WAY FRANK IERO NO!
Frnk: ( -_-)
After that she didn't reply. dammit did i seriously just blow my chance with the only girl to ever hang out with me?! God i was a failure. I sat up on the matress and sighed. I got up, grabbed my bag and said goodbye to the guys.
Frnk: I'm on my way to your house.
she didnt reply, but 15 minutes later i was their knocking on the door.
"Come in darling/ Kira's crying idk why" he mother said welcoming me in. i walked up to kira's room. her door was open, and i saw her. she was sitting on her bed, her head in her hands, crying. her phone was on the floor next to the wall in a thousand peices. I stood in the doorway and knocked on the oped door.
"Knock, knock." i said looking at her warily as she looked up starled. i sat next to her, and put my arm around her. "What's wrong Kira?"
"NOTHING!" she said defiantly before muttering, "ijustfellheadoverheelsformybestfriendjusttofindouthe'sgay" i giggled and kissed her cheek.
"I'm not gay silly." i smiled and wiped away her tears and she smiled back. Our relationship was wrong. i mean she was my uncles god-daughter. so im pretty sure we're related but idk. I loved her though... she didn't know about my aunt or the fact that i live on the streets. I don't think im gonna tell her. I could still taste the remorse from my aunts murder. She made me leave and i gave her a puty face, but she litteraly kicked me out the front door. That was fine, school should start here in five minutes. Wait. FIVE MINUTES?! I took off, booking it down the ten blocks to get to school. I barely made it in time for the bell. I was out of breath, my face was flushed, and i was still in yesterdays clothes. Ah skrew it, let people think what they want to i dont care anymore. I saw Gerard smiling at me from across the classroom. I ignored it and started drawing hearts, writing Kira's namein caligrophy on the hearts. Gerard walked by and saw.
"Gee?" i whispered. he nodded and shhed me.
"Its ok," he soothed, god. as i breathed in i smelled him. utterly amazing. DAMMIT FRANK! NO! besides, i like Kira. i couldn't be feeling this way. facepalming. Way? really... did i seriously say that in my brain? ironic. soon i heard his soft snoring and dozed off myself. I awoke to the flash of a camera.
"MIKEY I SWEAR I WILL KILL YOU!" i heard Gerard yell as he jumped up and started chasing Mikey around. I giggled, and my phone went off.
Kira: Hey Frankie boy, where are you... i figured we could hang out.
Frnk: Oi sorry could we hang out tomarrow, im at Gerards.
Kira: WHAT?! your at that selfish jerks house? WTF BRO!
Frnk:...
Kira: NO F***ING WAY FRANK IERO NO!
Frnk: ( -_-)
After that she didn't reply. dammit did i seriously just blow my chance with the only girl to ever hang out with me?! God i was a failure. I sat up on the matress and sighed. I got up, grabbed my bag and said goodbye to the guys.
Frnk: I'm on my way to your house.
she didnt reply, but 15 minutes later i was their knocking on the door.
"Come in darling/ Kira's crying idk why" he mother said welcoming me in. i walked up to kira's room. her door was open, and i saw her. she was sitting on her bed, her head in her hands, crying. her phone was on the floor next to the wall in a thousand peices. I stood in the doorway and knocked on the oped door.
"Knock, knock." i said looking at her warily as she looked up starled. i sat next to her, and put my arm around her. "What's wrong Kira?"
"NOTHING!" she said defiantly before muttering, "ijustfellheadoverheelsformybestfriendjusttofindouthe'sgay" i giggled and kissed her cheek.
"I'm not gay silly." i smiled and wiped away her tears and she smiled back. Our relationship was wrong. i mean she was my uncles god-daughter. so im pretty sure we're related but idk. I loved her though... she didn't know about my aunt or the fact that i live on the streets. I don't think im gonna tell her. I could still taste the remorse from my aunts murder. She made me leave and i gave her a puty face, but she litteraly kicked me out the front door. That was fine, school should start here in five minutes. Wait. FIVE MINUTES?! I took off, booking it down the ten blocks to get to school. I barely made it in time for the bell. I was out of breath, my face was flushed, and i was still in yesterdays clothes. Ah skrew it, let people think what they want to i dont care anymore. I saw Gerard smiling at me from across the classroom. I ignored it and started drawing hearts, writing Kira's namein caligrophy on the hearts. Gerard walked by and saw.
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8/4/13