Jess P.O.V

Franks mum eventually said yes. I moved in withing three days and had the spare room. Not I have stayed there for at least five months. Of course I still see Gerard, he is my boyfriend and he father of my baby. Things seem better between us. It hurts though, really hurts. Knowing that my life is over in four months.

School? Well being called slut and hoe everytime I walk past my classes. Fuck that even the teachers whisper behind my back.
"Oh my gawwd! Look at her! About to pop eh? Well I won't ever let my daughter get pregnant at such a young age!" I hear one say...

"I blame the mother. They just don't know how for raise children anymore." Another will say.

Then weekly meetings with the head. I only have to go because they're compulsory. The school don't give a shit about me. Infact one of the only people that do is frank, he literally acts like myb if brother, not that I have one. It's just great how he always makes sure I eat and that I'm healthy. Him and Gerard both come with me to the scans. Being looked after for once justf feels a whole lot better.

No one knows that I cut before, and no one will if I can keep it that way, long sleeved vests and tops help a lot. It's so selfish and I'm to ashamed to even think about it. But sometimes I scrape my nails against the scaps to see if they're still there, they always are. Now I'm just writing things in my diary. I decided to try to write one since I always fail. I just thought that when my baby's born I could read them the nice parts and make them feel loved. I decided to keep the sex a secret. Maybe a boy or a girl? Is till haven't decided a name, for a boy I have narrowed it down to Joshua, Ryan and Noah. For a girl maybe, Ariana, Robyn or Jennifer. Gerard likes Ariana and Ryan. I for one don't know?

Then my phone started to ring, my instinct was to not check the caller ID but I later found out that was a. Mistake, I put my pencil down and accepted the call. The voice was like daggers in my ears. Too familiar to ignore.

"hello?"

"Yes yes hello. It's me. Your mother. Look I don't want to be long but I have to pass on a message. Okay!"

"hurry up then"

"Jessica it's serious listen, I spoke to your uncle. Your dad's brother, you remember him from when you were little, him and Lucy. They took good care of us when we were... Y-you know. Basically he's worried about you. I told him you weren't staying here and he wants you to stay with them, but they moved to the north of France, where Lucy's origanally from. Look they want to take care of you and they have a daughter a bit younger then you remember? Anyway I will text you his number so you Can arrange a moving date. So yeah. Bye"

Then she hung up. And the bomb shell was dropped, looked like I had to pack my things and move on. Again. This time... On my own

Notes

Thank you for reading. I'm not sure about a sequel?

But with comment with the baby name you want? And we will see because Jess haven't decided yet...

THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR READING. If I didn't receive so many views and subscribers I probably would have quit writing ages ago... But I love you all xxx