Gerard's P.O.V

Well, I guess maybe heartbreak? I'm not sure how else to explain it. I can't blame her she did explain. She did it so we could still have a good relationship, and that her here with me all the time might stress me out, she knows I used to be depressed, well not necessarily past thence exactly anymore but you know. It's hard. She never said where she would go, she only explained that her mother didn't want her in her life anymore. I can't understand that. But I find girls hard to understand anyway. It wasn't too bad, I do know what Jess means, and that most of what she is saying might be true. But I can't help feeling that she is pushing me away. One day she might just push me away too much and I won't be there to save her. I can't bare the thought. So I push it out my mind. For now.

Other problems to think about. Ahh yes. I should tell my mother about this. Then maybe Mikey? I don't know, mikes and I are so close as brothers. But I can't explain this one to him. So I will just leave it to mum...

I leave my room and half walk half creep down the stairs. I cross over to the living room and sit next to mum on the couch. Good thing Mikey is upstairs.

"umm mum, can I maybe talk to you?" I ask

"of course!" She stares at me "is it about Jess?"

shes right. "Yeah, well ummm sorta. It's about both of us"

"oh, well go ahead then" the 'oh' didn't reassure me.

"okay, how do I start? I-it's just t-that. We are having a baby..."

"What?" the look in her face was unfamiliar. Shocked. Astonished. Anger. Pity? all in one. A unforgettable stare.

"I-I don't know what to make of this Gee" she put her hand on my knee. "How? I know your not irrisponcible" well at least she gave me a chance to explain. I had to remain calm no matter how embarrassing this was.

"the condom broke. Half way or something?" Se probably thinks I did it too hard or something. It's my fault.

"well I guess. I could shout at you but that won't change things. That won't make Jess not pregnant. how is she coping? How did her mum react?"

I explained to mum in more detail our situation. After she embraced me and told me to call Jess, she wanted to speak. I gave mum the phone and didn't hear much of the conversation. But when mum came back. She was crying. This was it.

Notes

I'm so happy. Thank you guys so much for reading. I actually cannot believe how many views I love all of you so much (I'm overreacting) and I'm almost done with the first part.

there might be a sequel? I don't know? Please tell me what you think?