Jess P.O.V

we held hands and ran down the corridors, out the doors swiftly then down a road, and another road, then another, and another. We stopped outside a fence mostly covered in ivy, behind it looked to be a neglected garden with over grown rose bushes and a moss covered bird fountain. gerard took my hand and we crawled under a gap in the fence, he helped me to my feet and wrapped his arms around my waist pulling myself closer to him as we walked around this garden of sorts.

I could smell the greenery in the air, if that makes sense. It was fresh and cold, sort of icy, well not exactly but it was cold enough that I could see my breath in the air. I remember I used to pretend I was smoking when i was a little girl, i would breathe out heavily so i could see a white vapour appear out of my mouth and deform in the air. I still am a little girl, I daydream and fantasize and I don't know anything about the world. But I'm about to find out what its all about.

Then gerard interrupted my train of thought "This is where I used to come when I was a boy. sort of peaceful, you know? It used to be tidier, with blackberry bushes and ummmm these flowers with a brown sort of middle part,but when the flower opened up the gardener used to cut off the brown part anyway i used to wonder what it was for... sorry if it seems like im going on. i-i ju-just thought you wouldn't mind listening?"

"Lillies"

"what?" Gerard asked me

"thats the flower, with the brown middle, they stain things so some people cut that part off"

"oh, thanks" Gerard replied

we walked to a bench in the corner of the garden and sat next to each other, we were the only people here. But it was a small garden hidden from the green outside. If you looked closely enough you could tell the garden wasn't half bad. It isn't dirty, infact its mess added character to the place, you could follow the tangled vines with your eyes until you got lost in them. They tangled up along the beams and onto the roof.
"I don't know what to do, I'm a pregnant teenage girl, I feel alone and different, I don't have any friends my age who are girls, and You are the only person I ever spend time with. No one else understands and no one else I ever meet will..." I admitted I had been holding that in since I found out

"I'm not leaving you, and we will be great parents, i have been looking for a job to support us, and i found a few online there local. One at a toy shop and the other at a bookshop both part time after school and at the weekends. We can do this..." He said off subject

"Is this what you call a family" I muttered under my breath, referring to a song I Love.

"what?"

"Just a song, sorry"

"you don't seem happy? I thought this would clear your mind. So we could talk?"

"Its not that easy, I-i can't do this, i can't deal with it. I can't just 'be happy' I can't clear my mind."

"you're not reacting? This isn't healthy Jess!"

"we're not healthy! you and I! I can't deal with it, i don't want to be together anymore, well I do want to be with you, but I can't handle all these feelings"

"Look! NO! I need you Just as much as you need me, and without me you and our baby won't be safe, you might not even have a home. Stop pushing me out! I need to be a part of this, I won't Not be a part of my babys life!" he edged towards me and pressed both of his smooth hands on my belly, he then slid them across my back and edged closer to my lips. I had to kiss him, I couldn't though. but I must. I leant closer and let him kiss me, his soft lips colliding with mine, I blinked the tears away and realised just how close I was to losing us. His lips met my neck, and I felt loved. Once again.

Notes

Maybe they should break up?
Naaahhhh
or....

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