
Honey, if you stay I'll be forgiven
Grab a glass because there's going to be a flood
Jess P.O.V
We'd gotten our own room finally and Gerard was lying on the bed. I was quite scared as what he might try to do. But I trusted him, because I knew I could count on him.
"Look, I know you might be worried, but you can trust me!" Gerard hesitated "but if you did want to... I could... Then it would be.... And ummmmm" he seemed confused. I crossed the bed and gave him a kiss.
"I trust you to look after me, of course I can look after myself as well though" I told him then changed the subject "and I know you have a spare shirt look I will wash your top, the one with the dried puke on it, and you will just have to sleep in yor boxers, while I wear your spare top"
"do I have a choice?" He laughed
"nope" I smiled
He took off his shirt and handed it to me, I headed to the bathroom and washed it in soap and water I put it over the bath to dry and turned the fan on. Then I headed into the other room and sneaked under the covers. Gerard was still awake, he wrapped his arms around me. I felt warm and safe when I was with him , I could trust him. He wasn't like any other person I had met, we connected and I was sure he was the one, we could... You know. But I didn't know. What would happen. I turned around to face the wall and held my knees to my chest. Gerard sat up and turned the light on.
"what's wrong?" He asked he knew something was up
"nothing, I'm just thinking."
"What about, me?" He was right
"yeah..." I admitted
"well, you can tell me if you want? Are you scared, we are here alone in a hotel room and you have only known me for a week. So I wouldn't blame you if you thought tha-"
"no, no, I'm sure about you that's the thing, I'm so sure, I don't know about us? What's going to happen with us, what if we go too far? And something happens" I interrupted
"I won't do anything you don't want to, because I love you, and I'm sure of that" Gerard yawned
" okay Gee, I trust you."
after that he kissed me and hugged me all through the night, I slept on his chest and wrapped my arms around him. I loved him.
We'd gotten our own room finally and Gerard was lying on the bed. I was quite scared as what he might try to do. But I trusted him, because I knew I could count on him.
"Look, I know you might be worried, but you can trust me!" Gerard hesitated "but if you did want to... I could... Then it would be.... And ummmmm" he seemed confused. I crossed the bed and gave him a kiss.
"I trust you to look after me, of course I can look after myself as well though" I told him then changed the subject "and I know you have a spare shirt look I will wash your top, the one with the dried puke on it, and you will just have to sleep in yor boxers, while I wear your spare top"
"do I have a choice?" He laughed
"nope" I smiled
He took off his shirt and handed it to me, I headed to the bathroom and washed it in soap and water I put it over the bath to dry and turned the fan on. Then I headed into the other room and sneaked under the covers. Gerard was still awake, he wrapped his arms around me. I felt warm and safe when I was with him , I could trust him. He wasn't like any other person I had met, we connected and I was sure he was the one, we could... You know. But I didn't know. What would happen. I turned around to face the wall and held my knees to my chest. Gerard sat up and turned the light on.
"what's wrong?" He asked he knew something was up
"nothing, I'm just thinking."
"What about, me?" He was right
"yeah..." I admitted
"well, you can tell me if you want? Are you scared, we are here alone in a hotel room and you have only known me for a week. So I wouldn't blame you if you thought tha-"
"no, no, I'm sure about you that's the thing, I'm so sure, I don't know about us? What's going to happen with us, what if we go too far? And something happens" I interrupted
"I won't do anything you don't want to, because I love you, and I'm sure of that" Gerard yawned
" okay Gee, I trust you."
after that he kissed me and hugged me all through the night, I slept on his chest and wrapped my arms around him. I loved him.
Notes
Won't be able to update for ten days, going on hoholiday in a few days will post again before I leaveif you like it please rate up and subscribe:)
will update again soon
Make a sequel pleaseeee!!!!
2/1/14