Jess' P.O.V

I leapt off of Gerards back and onto the floor, Lee, Mikey and Donna were all staring. I held my head down as I walked towards the table holding onto Gerards hand. But what made us look even worse was the fact that Gerard was wearing boxers (he might of worn them every night anyway) and I was wearing a top that only just went below my but, I was wearing Shorts underneath, but they were so short, you couldn't tell.

I lifted my head as we reached the table Donna broke the silence.

"here you go, eggs, bacon and beans." she said handing me the plate of fried food.

"thanks, you didn't have to cook for us you know, but it smells great" I replied

"oh mum cooks us a breakfast every week" Mikey interrupted

"lucky! you should thank her, she does a lot for you" I looked at Mikey. "and you too Gee" i nudged Gerard bringing him back to reality.

"huh, what? oh yeah! thanks mum" Gerard leaned over and kissed Donna on the cheek while taking the plate of his food from her"

"why all of a sudden this outburst of affection gerard?" His mother asked

"well he has had practice" Mikey mumbled to Lee as she giggled and whispered something back. I felt self conscious and vulnerable again. Although it was stupid because I was in a house with people who don't exactly hate me, I still felt like people were judging, which they weren't exactly hiding. I didn't want it to be like this with Gerards family. I loved Donnas son, and Mikey's brother, so i wanted them to like me.

"look, I'm sorry for what you saw this morning, or at least thought you saw. We weren't doing anything more than hugging, Donna. I know it looks bad but please believe me and its not Gees fault either, it's mine." (now's the part where donna hugs me and mikey apologises and we all get on like one big happy family)

"thats not the point! you're 15 years old Jess! you don't know the dangers yet, you two could of gone further but I know you didn't. I trust you to keep safe. I'm Just Mad at Gerard for getting into the bed with you! he should've known better" donna stated

"look!" gerard said slamming down his knife and fork after barely using them to eat anyway "She was sad, and I didn't want to see her upset, because it makes me upset. SO I only intended to just hold her in my arms, until she fell asleep, but she was just so warm, and smelt so sweet that I couldn't stop and- anyway the point is she is safe we didn't do anything" gerard ranted

"okay, okay... not again though" Donna finished

after breakfast I felt myself again! like I did last night, after breakfast Gerard and I sat on the sofa watching morning television. I buried my head in his neck and held his shirt to my nose inhaling his scent, the sweet smell of Gerard Way. He noticed me and laughed then edged closer and kissed me, his slimy lips on mine, It was perfect, yet again, he wrapped his arm around my back and i put mine under his shirt, and placed them on his flat on his chest and he pulled away.

"What is it with us and kissing we should get out before i buy us both a bucked of chapstick!" Gee claimed

"oh shut up!" I laughed pulling my hands from under his top and pushing him, he fell onto the sofa.

"help me I need you to lift me back up!" he pleaded teasingly

"oh no my gerard!" I joked falling on top of him as he wrapped his arms around me and we rolled onto the floor laughing and pulling down the cushions with us.

"wait look at this!" I pointed at the newspaper

"some band is playing somewhere up town we should go, and its free to watch"

"oh yeah?" Gerard said "lets go"

Notes

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