damn jocks
The talk
***time lapse*** (1 week)
(Mikey's pov)
ever since that night when I heard Gerard moan my name I've been avoiding him. We actually haven't talked since that night. Every time he tried to talk to me I ignore him or listen to music instead. Only once has gee forced me to try talking with him but I doubt he'll try that again. I was ignoring him while I was laying on my bed listening to music instead if him. He must've really wanted to talk because he came over and pulled my earphones out and pinned me to the bed so I couldn't ignore him. I had a panic attack. Even though I knew he didn't want to hurt me the way he pinned me down reminded me of Nathan, and I got scared.
I actually have been able to avoid Nathan for almost the whole week too. He's been with his friends and he doesn't want them to know he's bi so all he does is beat me up. My cuttings gotten worse though. Remember how I normally don't go to lunch? Well the doctor diagnosed me as anorexic while I was at the hospital after my panic attack he didnt tell anyone because he's not allowed to without my consent.
I walked into my house and was suddenly grabbed and dragged into the living room. I had my eyes shut and I was already crying. "Shh mikey it's ok me and gee just need to talk to you." I opened my eyes and realized it wasn't Nathan but frank. He sat down next to me trying to get me to stop shaking. I finally stopped and looked up. Gee was sitting right across from me.
"Mikey franks going to leave the room but he's going to make sure that you can't leave because we really need to talk."
"Mikey why did you have that panic attack? I know I caused it but why?" I looked up at him and decided to tell the truth. "I know you were dreaming about me that night I know you were thinking of me when you came, gee you were moaning my name in your sleep and I was forced to watch... When you pinned me down it reminded me of Nathan and then I remembered your moaning. Gee I thought you were going to r-rape-me." I said sobbing.
(Mikey's pov)
ever since that night when I heard Gerard moan my name I've been avoiding him. We actually haven't talked since that night. Every time he tried to talk to me I ignore him or listen to music instead. Only once has gee forced me to try talking with him but I doubt he'll try that again. I was ignoring him while I was laying on my bed listening to music instead if him. He must've really wanted to talk because he came over and pulled my earphones out and pinned me to the bed so I couldn't ignore him. I had a panic attack. Even though I knew he didn't want to hurt me the way he pinned me down reminded me of Nathan, and I got scared.
I actually have been able to avoid Nathan for almost the whole week too. He's been with his friends and he doesn't want them to know he's bi so all he does is beat me up. My cuttings gotten worse though. Remember how I normally don't go to lunch? Well the doctor diagnosed me as anorexic while I was at the hospital after my panic attack he didnt tell anyone because he's not allowed to without my consent.
I walked into my house and was suddenly grabbed and dragged into the living room. I had my eyes shut and I was already crying. "Shh mikey it's ok me and gee just need to talk to you." I opened my eyes and realized it wasn't Nathan but frank. He sat down next to me trying to get me to stop shaking. I finally stopped and looked up. Gee was sitting right across from me.
"Mikey franks going to leave the room but he's going to make sure that you can't leave because we really need to talk."
"Mikey why did you have that panic attack? I know I caused it but why?" I looked up at him and decided to tell the truth. "I know you were dreaming about me that night I know you were thinking of me when you came, gee you were moaning my name in your sleep and I was forced to watch... When you pinned me down it reminded me of Nathan and then I remembered your moaning. Gee I thought you were going to r-rape-me." I said sobbing.
11/23/13