Arthur was crying more and more, i didn't know what to do, I've never been in such situation, i heard a car parking next to my house, i look out the window, i can barely see anything from the pouring rain, It was a small black car, it parked then a man with a black hair got out, i knew it was Gerard, i sit Arthur down on a couch, and ran towards the door, i opened it and my face and Gerard face met i could feel his breath, he paused for a second then pulled away and scratched his neck, "w-where's A-Arthur?" "I'll get him now" i took my Umbrella and gave it to Gerard "hold this" i held Arthur then ran quick to Gerard car, i rode in Gerard car and Arthur was still crying. "what's wrong with him" Gerard said while he started the car. "i don't know, he was okay this morning " " well don't worry he's going to be alright " And with that i felt love for Gerard all over again, i dont know why, he sounded so sweet. We got to the hospital and ran fast to the door. "i need help, my son he's very sick" i said to the recipient. "let me guide you to the check up room" Me and Gerard followed the recipient and walked in. "please let the little boy rest here" I laid Arthur on the bed. "so tell me, what's wrong? " " i don't know he was alright this morning, and then he had a fever" He looked thoughtful for a second, he checked up on Arthur. "Madame he needs a surgery right now" "what?! Surgery?! Why?! " " he might have a heart disease " I couldn't talk,they got him to the surgery room, and wouldn't let me in. I broke down and sat on the hospital floor and cried. " it's all my fault, i was a bad mother" i said crying. Gerard leaned and putted his hand on my back and rubbed it. "it's going to be fine, it's not your fault believe me" " excuse me sir you need to fill up some papers " a nurse said to Gerard. " don't worry I'll do it" he smiled. Gerard P.O.V I felt devastated for Arthur, and most sad for Lizley she thought it was her fault, i wanted to hug her, kiss her and make her feel alright. I went to the reception to fill the damn papers. "Hi you want me to fill papers? " " yes sir, Full name? " " Gerard Arthur Way" "how old are you" "I'm 24" "are you Arthur father? " Should i say I'm his father? " yes I'm his father " " and the boy's full name?" "Arthur Way" "how old is he? " Gosh, I'm supposed to be his father and i don't know how old is he, he seems like a 3 or 4 year old. "sir?, how old is he?" "he's 4 and half, he was born on the 10th Of August " Lizley spoke wiping her tears. I looked at her thoughtfully, her eyes were beautiful, they were puffy and black eyeliner tears streamed down her cheeks, i didn't like it when she cried but she looked beautiful. " what's your full name? " " Lizley Jamieson Foster " " how old are you? " " 22" "are you Arthur mother? " " yes" "thanks, both of you can go now " We walked away then Lizley sat on a chair and i sat beside her" I'll get coffee just the way you like it" i said to Lizley. I got coffee then i sat with her, "he's going to be fine" i sighed, she cried and hugged me, i held her tight then her phone rang.