Lizley P. O. V When i first got off the train i was devastated, had depression, i came back to hurt myself again, but then after a week i started to feel dizzy and tired, i was 19 then and working as an intern, that time my friend Rosie made me do a pregnancy test, and it was postive and my life then got even more horrible, just the idea that i have a part of Gerard inside of me, I've thought of having an abortion many times, but i just couldn't, i loved the baby like i loved Gerard, I've sat nights thinking of what's Gerard is doing now, did he find someone, did he forgot about me?, what will i do when the baby is born?, should i tell him?. When the baby was born the only people who were with me, are Rosie and Frank, i had decided to name the boy Arthur, he looked a lot like Gerard, i loved him so much, Arthur thought Frank was his dad, i wish you could just see the smile on his face when Frank visits us. After two years of working as an intern, i got a job as an artist at Dark Horse Comics, i loved my work, i loved to draw, even Arthur saw me drawing and started to draw with me. Frank used to go to a lot of gigs and concerts he'd sometimes travel back and forth, just to see us, i think many times he thought of us like a family, he even tried to kiss me once, but i couldn't, I've never tried to date again,Rosie set me on many blind dates, but i would turn them down, the didn't had the thing that made me love Gerard, once Mikey called frok Florida, saying that Gerard gave up on drugs and alcohol since i left him, that was good, at least i know he's not getting high every night. I miss his voice, his lips, the way that he talks while we're kissing from the cornor of his mouth, his skin, how he would put his eyeliner sometimes, i still remember, everything, the first time we kissed, every time i remember i cry, i wish i didn't made that choice, i blame Frank sometimes, we would be raising Arthur together now, but again if i didn't leave he might have been dead by now. I have my own office now, and i made Rosie my personal assistant. I woke up to the sound of the alarm clock, "shut up you motherfucker" i yell, i woke up Arthur yelling, *nice job bitch* my inner voice speaks, he's three years and half now and I'm 22 now, Gerard must be 24 now,anyway i carry Arthur out of his crib "calm down Gee" i sighed, *did you just call your son Gee?!, yes i did!* i take Arthur to the day care after i dress him, Frank calls me "hey, are you goin?, I'll drive you and Arthur." , " yeah Frank, can you take Arthur from the day care too?" , "i don't know, i guess i can" , "okay because I'll be a bit late today", "that's fine, don't worry about the little bastard". Frank takes me to work and as i enter Rosie smiles at me "hey babe!, how are you doing?" she smiled with a witty smirk, "what?!" i exclaimed, "well, there's a new artist coming" , "yeah so what?" , "he's a neglect artist, unknown, maybe he's hot" , "you can keep him for yourself then" i smiled, "when you'll ever get over him?" she strutted, "just get me some fucking coffee Rosie" i sighed as I'm looking at some papers. She came back ten minutes later with my coffee "he's going to do a comic" , i sighed and rolled my eyes, "it's about wizardry!!" , "ugh! Rose he's probably another comic book guy" i laughed, "maybe he's hot" she does her puppy dog frown, "okay IF i got to work with him, I'll definitely get you laid okay?!" i gasped, "now your talking" she laughed.

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so the first part is Lizley p.o.v
and the second part is Gerard p.o.v
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