Lizley P.O.V. I was done working and was excited for our date. "Hey,Let's go,my place" Gerard took my hand and ran. "okay,slow down,in case you haven't noticed,I'm not wearing converse anymore" i chuckled. "I miss the higschool version of you" he smiled as he started the car. "Let's go first to my place so i can change" i held Gerard's hand. He nodded then squeezed my hand. "Hey you guys! Arthur missed you" my mom smiled and held Arthur. "Uh,Hey Mrs.Foster,long time no see" Gerard smiled. "Hello Gerard,are you staying clean?" Mom smirked. "Mom!" i exclaimed. "Yes,yes i am" Gerard nodded. "So when your going?,it's 5" "oh shit,we cant be late for our double date with Jamia and Frank" i kissed Arthur. "we still have time,Dont worry" Gerard punched my arm playfully. "I'll go change" i went to the bedroom. "I'll Umm help you,help you what to wear" Gerard chuckled. "Okay" i chuckled and took Gerard's hand. "Leave the door open!" my mom yelled. "we're not teenagers mom" i yelled back. I walked Gerard to the bedroom then i stood and glared at him,he smiled at me. "So?" he took a deep breath. "oh right,clothes" i opened my closet. "what should i wear?,dress?skirt?" i said looking through cloth. "you know what? i dont think you should wear a fancy dress just because it's Valentine's day" He crossed his arms. "What do you mean?" I gave him a questioning look. "Look,what's wrong with this?" he grabbed a black hoodie. "Nothing,but,it's not....suitable" i placed my hands on my hips. "It doesnt matter,i dont understand why did you go all hipster and stuff,i want old you back" he sighed. "Oh! well,black hoodie it is,and this tight black pants,and red converse for Valentine's day" i chuckled. "now your talking" "yeah,get the hell out of here now" i smirked. He nodded then closed the door behind him. I grabbed my keys and kissed Arthur then left the house. "Come on,my place now" Gerard started the car. "Wait,we're supposed to go meet Frank and Jamia now" i placed my hand on he's. "We're not,and dont worry,i called Frank and told him we have another plans" he smiled. "You,Called,Frank?" i laughed. "Well,i texted him,which is the same thing" "okay,what plans do we have?" i smirked. "you'll see" he winked. He kept driving in silence till he stopped. "you live,at the train station?" i paused. "no,come one you'll see" He took my hand and ran. I had no idea where he was going with this,i was just following him and then he got up on a train. "Come on!" he exclaimed reaching out his hand to me. "Where are we going?are we traveling?we can't leave Arthur" i took a step back. "We're not leaving Arthur,trust me" he smiled. He's smile would always make me fall for him. i reached out my hand slowly then he grabbed it and walked me to our seats. "I swear if you dont tell me where we're going,I'm going to jump off this train" i whispered to him. He laughed then looked at the window without a word. After a long crap of time of waiting the train finally stoped. "Wait,i know this place,Holy shit Gerard,New Jersey?" I grinned. "See,i wasn't going to kill or rape you,if you could just shut the hell up i could have given you a hint" he chuckled and took my hand. "Holy fucking shit,it's been such a long time" i exclaimed. "okay,little kids are looking at you,their parents too" Gerard whispered. The train station gives me a lot of memories,most of them are bad,here Gerard ran behind me,when i was leaving him,but here my life started. "NJ missed you" he smiled. I looked around it's have been years,it changed a bit. "Do you remember this?" he grinned. He took me to the old park,we used to go to when we were teenagers. "oh,i fucking love this park,but it's closed" i gave him a sad smile. "no one is in here,we can climb in" He smirked. "Gerard you rebel" i laughed. He jumped off the old fence then helped me jump in too. "I love this place" i whispered as i sat on a bench. "me too,it's so peacefull" he sat next to me. "i love you so much and when you left me,i felt awful,when i woke up and didnt find you beside me then read the letter,i cried and ran as fast as i can" he took a deep breath. "I wasn't thinking,i thought that you'd never recover,i wanted you to get better,you yelled at me times and times and i yelled at you,i did it because i love you,at the end i just gave up,i didnt forget about you,i never dated,and then when Arthur was born,it made me weak,its like a part of you was still with me" i sighed. "I never forgot about you too,i didnt date,no girl was like you,and i couldn't replace you" "why did you pretened that you dont know me then?" i started tearing up. "I dont know i felt angry,and i blamed myself and Frank,most of the time" he hugged me. "I would never leave you again" i cried into his chest. "dont cry,i know you wont" he wiped my tears.

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AFTER A LONG CRAP OF TIME I AM FINALLY BACK IM SO SORRY FORGIVE ME EVERYONE!