'wait wait wait,' i think,' is this acctually real? i mean could easily be dreaming or hallucinating.' "um gerard how did you guyes die if i might ask?" there we go now im thinking smart it was never told how they all died. so i obvioulsly don't know this so if i was dreaming or hallucinating i wouldn't know how to answer that question. "heh," gerard gives a sad laugh the kind where it's not even a laugh you just do it, "two shots to the head and no your not dreaming." "Or hallucinating!" frank adds," i was hit by a car too... shortly after gerard's death," he looks saddened by the thought. "about at least a week after frank's accident i was in a fight with someone making fun of the fact that they were both dead and it ended with a knife and a slit throat," ray swallows hard and looks down. "a month after toro's murder i had a fatal heart attack i heard from mikey that they never figured out the cause," bob states sadly. "then finally me monthes and monthes had gone by i had come completely overwhelmed with depression.... i would just breakdown and cry half the time and most days i wouldn't get out of bed. with my brother or life long partner in crime gone and my four best frie... hell my brothers all gone i just couldn't deal with it. eventually i...,"he trailed off for a moment leaving us in dead scilence it felt like an eternity he then gave a pissed off face," I COULDN'T TAKE IT I HUNG MYSELF!! I KNEW THIS IS NOT WHAT GERARD OR THE OTHERS WOULD HAVE WANTED BUT IF YOU HAD TO WATCH YOU FRIENDS JUST DROP LIKE FLIES ONE, AFTER ANOTHER, AFTER ANOTHER, AFTER ANOTHER!! YOU...Y..You.. would understand...." he quickly left after that.

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