This isn't fair. As a person who has been suicidal and self harming for years now and suffering with social anxiety, it is nearly impossible for me to get help or talk to people without thinking that they hate me. It's not fair that every fanfic character gets the help that they need and meanwhile I'm just left here alone. All I want is for somebody to notice me and tell me I'm not okay even when I lie and say I'm fine. I know it's stupid but I just want that somebody to hug me and tell me that they care and that I'm not alone. But of course that will never happen because I'm just ignored, that's the way I am.
This isn't fair. As a person who has been suicidal and self harming for years now and suffering with social anxiety, it is nearly impossible for me to get help or talk to people without thinking that they hate me. It's not fair that every fanfic character gets the help that they need and meanwhile I'm just left here alone. All I want is for somebody to notice me and tell me I'm not okay even when I lie and say I'm fine. I know it's stupid but I just want that somebody to hug me and tell me that they care and that I'm not alone. But of course that will never happen because I'm just ignored, that's the way I am.
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